To you, my lost love

You once mentioned intentionally or unintentionally that you are not happy now, but I have no way to intervene. Maybe our acquaintance was just a joke played by the sky,, we took it seriously. When everyone comes to the world, how many people will meet and know each other, and there will be several relationships. There is no way to be elegant, and you can’t control the depth of love. You think you can grasp it tightly, but I didn’t know that I was already a frog in boiling water, and it was too late to get away. At that time, I noticed you at a glance in the crowd. You didn’t see me. Only when my friend mentioned my name in gossip did you notice me. I don’t want, this is the beginning of fate. Quiet and comfortable days, as if the sun is as lazy as people, looking at the sun at noon, it is not bold, blowing a few thin winds, inciting green leaves to play for life, and the fragrance of flowers filled the night, it adds a touch of sweetness to the leisure and tasteless life. I am afraid that when God sees the boring and quiet time, he wants to find some fun. Just when we enjoy life carelessly, let the old man under the moon lead the red line of several cups of tea by mistake, let’s become the leading role in their theater and perform a farce. I knew from the beginning that you liked her around me, but she didn’t know. At that time, you didn’t know what I thought. I always spared no effort to help you and make suggestions for you, tell you what she likes and hates, create romantic scenes for you and her, and teach you how to please her, how to express my love for her? Fate is still joking with us. When I got out of her mouth that she also liked you, you were at a loss. According to the reason, the happiest thing in life is that the person you secretly love is also like you. Such a beautiful poetic fairy tale can only be met once in a lifetime. However, you say that you are not happy from your heart. How much love has ended before the beginning, how much love has already ended and continues, and how much love is going on but also grows old. Maybe I was still young and young at that time, it is ignorant, it is ignorant of what love is. It is only to think of you as the whole of life every moment and every second, and that kind of feeling will abuse your soft heart. It seems to be near, sweet and sour, and a greeting has been lost for a long time. I don’t talk for a few days. I feel uneasy about gain and loss. It seems sweet and beautiful. It is beautiful, sweet and sad, it took a month for this mood to get confused and ambiguous. Gradually, she was separated in your heart and driven into the polar region. I don’t know what she thought, maybe she was just a passer-, there is no beginning or end. It is just a person who reminds each other of his spare time in his own life. When it is cold, when you are sick, I will remind you to remember to dress and take medicine; You can’t sleep in the middle of the night, you can call at any time, and forget the time when you talk, until the phone is hot and there is no electricity, I regret listening to songs for too long before chatting. I recall thinking about the future from the foreword now, as small as eating, drinking, gossiping and entertainment, as large as practical affairs, political affairs, and world peace. Anyone who can take it as a topic should say it. Sometimes I also know that I have more words, but I just want to hear more words from you and extend the time by 1 minute 1 second. As the day went on, you and I also revealed clues in others’ eyes. Rumors also came into our ears, but you and I didn’t care, because in my opinion at that time, there is always a layer of soft yarn barrier between us, which is infinitely close but has not been torn apart. I think it is just a tacit silence to gossip. I once thought that I would show my heart to you, but I was afraid that I would be wrong. In fact, you didn’t like me. Your feeling towards me was just that evil noun, confidante, and I was afraid that I was sentimental, I couldn’t express myself, but I lost my intimate friends. The gain was not worth the loss, so I curled up timidly and peeped silently. Sometimes I think you are the real master of love. Whenever you show some behaviors, I think you like me, you care about me, and you have me in your heart, however, things have not continued. I have to admire your control of others’ emotions. No wonder so many people admire you. Am I also a pawn in your love game, at your mercy. Are you pretending to be stupid? Finally, I was blown away by the wine that night. I really couldn’t stand such a guess. I told you. I like you, very deep for a long time, you don’t know the heartache when I helped you chase her, you don’t know my happiness when you refuse her, you don’t know the sweet hurt when you think of you casually every day, you don’t know the desolation of suppressing your feelings, you don’t know my sadness when you laugh with the opposite sex, you don’t know my anxiety when you reply the text message, you don’t know that I was at a loss when you escaped from my sight, you don’t know that I care for your strong desire, you don’t know how much I want to show the perfection in your eyes in front of you, you don’t know how much I want to know the whole of your life, and you don’t even know how much I want to give you all the good things, but all these make me know clearly, I like your reply, but it makes me feel confused and full of fog. It makes me feel cold simply. Let me think about what this means? Do you like me too? Does this mean that I am possible? Or can’t you bear to refuse me now and need time to find an excuse to fill the jam? Can you give me a delay, don’t die slowly, guess so tired in the past life, in the past life, or in the past life, I owe you something, the debts I owe, and the complaints I accumulated will come back now, in front of you, I am so weak, confused and dull, with your footprints, I will quietly dream and immerse myself in lovesickness. Later, I didn’t disturb you all the time. I was afraid to put pressure on you again. Secondly, I didn’t dare or said I was afraid. I didn’t know what kind of identity and tone I wanted to find you, just waiting silently, this kind of mood is more unbearable than waiting for beheading. Maybe we will have such experience in our whole life, early or late, the world is sour, sweet and bitter, and we must taste it in person, so as to know the true taste, love and hundreds of postures, and we must experience it personally before we know the secret. Two days later, you replied to me. Ha ha ha ha ha, I have already blurred what happened. I only remember that I was very happy at that time, and my smile was very explicit. My mouth was no longer at my command, it is probably what people say that people who are accidentally injured by happiness are always a little nervous. This good word is the warmest word I have heard so far, just one word, which makes all the accumulated emotions disappear for a long time. All the previous suspicion, uneasiness, the troubles are burnt out and turned into gray, floating away with the sound, only sweet, is this love? I kissed you and we started to fall in love. Like ordinary lovers, we want to get bored with each other all the time. We go shopping, eat, watch movies, travel, but there are people who are sweet at home. We have our warmth, the experience is the same and the feelings are different, but it is also sweet. Although suffering must be there, in terms of the mood at that time, the world is beautiful, the society is harmonious, and the life is happy, the future is bright, and everything is worth exploring and longing. After that, the change of the relationship opened many previous scruples. It felt like walking in the desert, when all the water he brought was drunk, I found another Oasis (well, what metaphor is this? Ha ha, forgive the nonsense of this happy person) you are more careful than imagined, more tender than imagined, more sensible than imagined, it is more kind than imagined and more emotional than imagined. Although I have found that your shortcomings are better than your advantages, I like you more and more. Some people can’t say what is good about the lyrics you said, but no one can replace me. No one can replace you in my heart in this life. There was a problem in my heart all the time. When I confessed to you at that time, you said let you think about it. I still don’t know how you felt and thought at that time, when you said yes, you I am want to ask, but I thought, since you have promised, everything else is not important, and there is no need to understand these. Yes, I am convince yourself like this. You can see that our doubts are in a narrow environment. We walk through the same stream of people every day, reminding us of your behavior and words warmly, and there will always be some inexplicable touches in our hearts, her disappearance has something to do with you. When she is with you, it is easier and more natural than when she is with others. I can complain and complain bitterly about grief, your considerate care and guidance made me think I was a buddy. I had the idea that the relationship between men and women was possible. We found the right time for each other in a tacit understanding. You are waiting for me. I am looking for you, my stealth, as you all know, your online is waiting for me. In fact, I know a lot of things. I’m just not sure. I don’t want to break this unknown peace, I want to know if I really like you, you told me later. Love itself is the process of getting to know each other. Each Other pulls out the thorns on his body and clears the edges and corners, just to hold them tighter, but they are also the most vulnerable. After a long time, we got used to each other. I was slapped by you when I thought I would last forever. From romantic love all over the house to ordinary life and night, you and I are thoroughly familiar with each other, and the shortcomings and ideas concealed before are also revealed. When you say our words seem to be less and less, I will know that things are starting to go wrong. One day, I find that you are close to another one. I don’t make any noise and look quietly, lie to yourself that you are just good friends. However, as you get closer and closer, we have no arguments we don’t know or kindness we don’t know. The feelings between us are really not like love, maybe now we are not in love with each other but accustomed to each other, and there is no reason for you. Now think, maybe you just like me who likes you. Since you don’t like me as much as I imagined, why can you and me reach the level of tacit understanding, and there is no need to explain the height of breaking up, am I too stupid or are you too smart? We are destined to be a couple fooled by heaven. It is a play that imitates the Buddha statue. It is too late to perform it when we just came to power, but we have to rush to call the curtain. I haven’t removed my costume yet. You have changed your role, whether your steps are too fast or my steps are too slow, your decision makes me feel that you seem clear and transparent are beginning to blur again, you are so strange that you can’t let go of your love. Afterwards, I begged you to get back together more than once. You said that you are very happy now, and you want me to send blessings. Are you stupid? It’s okay if I cut my meat and don’t bind it up. I have to pull out my bones and send them to you. Are you really so cruel? I hate you and hate myself even more. In order to love you, I lost my proud pride. I didn’t bless you in my mouth, but I silently bless you in my heart. Who told me not to let go of my love for you? If you like someone, you can lower it into the dust and blossom from the dust, dry tears moisten flowers. It seems that it is true. God didn’t joke with you. He just let me play the clown alone and fool the world! Love is always much easier than keeping love. When one day I find that love has gone bad, it is not the taste of the past. Choosing to let go is not betrayal, but I have not sunk into a better future for both sides, although I still have you in my heart, I have been rejected by you, and it is clear that this will not work. I associate with people who have been chasing me for a long time and try to take four periods of love, it is nothing more than trying to forget you who are ruthless, but you have already set up a camp in my heart and refused to leave, and finally ended up with them. I am sorry that they have no choice but to deliver myself to time, let it help me dilute the memory, because time is the best antidote to cure the wound, so that the pain is covered by the Moss of the years. Until his arrival, he was no better than others, but he appeared at the right time, after I gradually forgot you, or I played a role in Love for a long time, tired, sleepy, tired, I also need someone to take care of someone and love someone. I also need someone who can understand my heart, understand my pain and experience my love! He will hand me towel when I cry, light a lamp that only belongs to me at night, and accompany me when I need it. Time is like a flow, and it will soon pass. He and I are about to enter the Palace of marriage and meet you again. It was a few months ago, like meeting our old friend, A layer of time-added restraint and a sadness have all grown up. You said with dismay that I knew that you were a good person. I couldn’t make up for my leaving at that time, but at that time we were all small and there were too many temptations outside, you and I have been together for so long, I can predict the future life state and life track, which makes me feel horrible, not what I want, the future life is so long, I don’t want to arrange myself leisure so quickly, or my love for you can be measured by ruler. If time goes back and time goes, I think I will stay, really, ironically, in the later process, I have never met anyone more considerate than you. Ha ha, this is God’s punishment for me! Your irony is to tell me that you still have me in your heart. I know you know I know all these, but I just giggled and said that I am very happy now. You know I think the most touching love is that I love you. I know that you and I are totally impossible, but I still do everything possible to treat you well, bury this love deep in your heart and don’t let you know. It won’t cause any influence and pressure on you. It’s just a simple effort without asking for return. It’s love like this, love you, you also know that this kind of love moved me to break up with a couple. Many years later, I met in a strange city. The man asked: how are you these years? Well, it’s good. How is he? He is also very good. How are you? She is also good, okay? She just told me that she is very good. You are the smartest person I have ever seen. You know me and everyone, but smart people may not have good results in love, because true love is not calculation, not accounting, gain and loss. If you love, you just love. If you pass, you will pass. I think, this beautiful mistake will have a very beautiful pain in your heart! Life is fickle, ups and downs, but after the past, everything has been calm, no matter sad and happy, the time I read will not come back again. The persistent pain once may not be worth mentioning now, the person who used to love may have become a stranger. If you also liked me then, how nice it would be!!! October 4, 2012 Zan (prose editor: Ke Er) Phoenix mountain spring outing After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…

Tears rain into tears, cinnabar point Blood

In that life, you were Bodhi, I was the red dust, and the bright moon came out of the sky just for your smile; In this life, you were the Emperor, and I broke my love and smoke Lane, tears became the rain, and cinnabar was dyed JS. Inscription: broken cliff, tears streaming down, the peach blossom is lonely and prosperous; The fingertip flies to the strings, and the rock stole the stone. The fall of the land was charming, and the painting fan was charming. After the curtain ended, only the shadow was infatuated. Bright mirror point sand, plain brocade green silk, traditional stringed and woodwind instrument hoarse; Green sound, less Wuling the male phoenix pursui thought. Hua Yi was in a mess of eyes, and the veil was dropped casually. He sighed downstairs and turned red on his cheeks. Holding the piano and leaning against the window, the wind danced to his forehead and lost flowing color, and the time passed. Nine-weight pagoda, King of the world. Without the elegance of winning snow in white clothes, without the flowers buried in front of the court, the moonlight was full, and Zhaoyi was lying on the dragon bed. The sandalwood was not destroyed, and how many fragrant Zhu gauze were buried. Can you recall, the first encounter on the edge of fresh water, a glimpse of a distant world; Can you recall, after Lin gaoxiao folded branches, peach rain flying and messy mood; Can you recall, under the desert moon, afterglow to shadow, the gallop of the horse raced through the stars; Could you recall that the arrow flying before the war hit your chest, broke into the furrow, picked the snow lotus on the other shore, just to save you; Could you recall that at the beginning of the red makeup, long married Nanqi, just want to help you unify your neighbors; Can you remember, remember. Lost too much, just once? On that day, you said, when the world is stable, you will accompany me to see the long flow of water. However, the peach blossoms are blooming all over the ground, and they are still alone. Quit the broken cliff, broken love Smoke Lane. I have beheaded my past life, and my thoughts in this life should be all over the world, and my unique world should be amazed by the world. Simple hand stroking, Willow waist and song. Forget the sadness of tea, forget the noisy peach sword rain, forget the oath of dissipating the wind, and forget the lingering under the red tent. In this world, I am only for myself. Buried himself on the edge of the fresh water I first met, the world only knew that the Queen of Southern Qi in the former dynasty was on his way to Beijing, and Xiang Xiaoxiao was damaged. Peach blossoms fell all over the ground in front of the tomb of North hope. Touch cinnabar and indulge in drunkenness. The world fell in love with her enchanting smile. The mandalas still opened in the night caught the soul. She became an incomparable woman, graceful dancing, and green dancing around the beam. I thought that I lost myself in this way and gave up the red dust in the fog. But I was wrong. The bright moon is bright, and tears are raining; The scroll is stranded, which is hard to describe; The snow hairpin is cold for painted screen. The lonely lamp had no sleep. After all, it turned white and blue silk in front of the temples, which made it extremely sad and beautiful. I can’t do it, I can’t completely abandon the front dust, just because my complex is too deep, too stupid, too let people shed tears. Leave alone again and come to the edge of fresh water. In front of the tomb of northward, there stood a man in white and snow, touching the name on the tombstone, drawing horizontally, deep and shallow. The yearning of staring, the pain of sorrow, feel you. Still folded a peach blossom and handed it to her hand, but there was no response from the coincidence smile of the day. When the moon is hanging in the treetops, you still stand there, imitating the shock when you first met. Tears whirled, hiding behind the peach tree for a long time. The cinnabar between the eyebrows is dark and enchanting. Turn around and leave. Maybe, broken cliff is my last destination. Tears rain into tears, no complaints; Cinnabar point blood, no regrets. If there is a next life, I just want to be your green light and wait and see from a distance; If there is a next life, please stop your eyes, just because I have missed your two lives, don’t want to miss life. Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…

Ask flowers all day without saying anything

What color are the flowers? What kind of flowers? In spring, flowers are shamed and explored, and people who appreciate flowers come in a crowd. I love you and I will always be with you. The flowers covered their faces half-open, and heard the oath of the flower-appreciator, blooming hot, to repay the love of the flower-appreciator. The flowers that opened their hearts wither soon. The flower appreciators ignored them and broke a handful of flower and leaf. They turned around and left behind their backs. Xichun even fold the red. Flowers don’t understand: why does the world always like to pick up ready-made flowers and only focus on my most beautiful moment? Why is the pledge of eternal love so fragile? Not the persistence of love, but falling? Flowers, Xie flowers, flying all over the Sky, who feels sorry for the Red fragrance? Flowers shed tears, but speechless. Love me does not know me, but the withered flowers. My life is coming every year and spring. Without careful cultivation, how can I be accompanied by bitter and happy? How can we cherish Spring if we don’t spend time with the cold wind and snow? The flowing water falls and the spring goes, too, the sky and the world. Flowers blossom and Xie Ben naturally, and Heaven and Earth are still silent, which makes my grievance and loss pass away quietly. Don’t ask at the beginning, don’t ask, don’t argue, even if deliberately ingratiating, even if I prolong my beautiful appearance, it will not change the walking steps of people enjoying flowers gradually and gradually, and the gains and losses are inevitable. What is my destiny? Ask flowers all day long without words. For whom? For whom? Anshan on the evening of February 11, 2013 Zan (prose editor: Ke Er) Phoenix mountain spring outing After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…

I once met you in the deepest red dust, the third generation [three]]

Wind, wandering in this silent city. The night was so desolate that I seemed to be gently scraped by a knife, sliding across my heart with a little pain. I knew this started another love. For the Northwest land, this green grassland. Walking through mountains and rivers, looking at strange cities, enjoying strange scenery, without any care, with only a cooling heart and a lonely pen, it depicts every place you have traveled. The night on the grassland is mysterious and charming. The moon is bright and the stars are sparse. From time to time, there will be a faint smell of grass that tempts me. The endless weeds are blown out by the wind to listen to the music, which is tactful and mysterious. Dear, this is my relaxing night after you left. I really want to share this night with you. Lying quietly on this sacred land, my familiar face flashed through my head. In the dead of night, time passed slowly. I didn’t know how long I lay still until I heard the wolf singing, and the sound was getting closer and closer. It seemed a little bleak to sing on the boundless grassland. I thought this time, I would stay on this pure land forever. When those blue eyes looked at me directly, I saw you. You really seemed to be like that kind of Ling cool, cool, dictatorial, it turns out that you always have the character of wolves. No wonder you are so powerful and powerful in the mall. At this time, how I wish to be the last touch of this night scene, my heart is getting more and more painful, and my whole body’s blood is searched at the moment of the knife. Tears fell like rain, and the grass on the sole of his feet kept bathing. I walked gently towards the dangerous animal in front of me, without any malice, just with the feeling. Again, it sounded like warning me not to approach. Then he turned and ran to the mountain, gradually disappearing until it was blurred and farther and farther away. Dear, is that you? Don’t go. I have been looking for that Wolf, because I believe that he is my dear incarnation, to accompany me. Night after night, he kept looking for it. He always didn’t want to come to see me, but I could feel that he was by my side. Every time he encountered danger or met a wolf pack attack, he always appears. My dear, it has always been my pride. Several times I met a wolf attack to let me know that he is the leader of the Wolves, with his blue eyes, Noble hair and sharp chirping. There is no doubt that, it is a noble Royal. I thank God for letting me come to this holy land and meet my dear friends. Even if we can’t meet each other, we can see each other. If the two feelings are long, should they be in the morning and evening? In this way, settle down, stay in the grassland and accompany my dear. The distant leader led his wolf pack to walk slowly for so long, suffering for so long, lovesickness for so long, just want to say loudly at this moment, I am very happy, I can meet you in the red dust. Conclusion, one day, it will move the sky and make everything perfect. [Sometimes love is not a single request, but more often it is dedication. This article is just about a woman obsessed with love, the obstinacy and persistence on the road to the world. But in the end, in this holy land, she found a home. The Wolf at the end of the article may not be a wolf. The seven more hopes are that the reborn love will leave as the favorite person, instead of waiting hard, let the people who love you rest assured and try to go to another new relationship. Sometimes we have to change our position and think, if the person who leaves is you, what do you want most, instead of watching your lover shed tears every day, you can forget the past, even forget you and start a new life. In a word, may those who are running on the road of love hold on to those in front of them! Don’t hesitate, because if you miss it, you will never get it again.] On the occasion of Valentine’s Day, I wish the world a blessing here. Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…

Waiting for you in Twilight

The gentle breeze blows on your beautiful and refined face and kisses your delicate hands like onion and Jade. XINGX little fish belly is rippling deep in the sky. Just like you, blue and sad. We are young, frivolous. Just like this dawn, light white, filled with some sadness. Dusk. We are old, and our smooth faces are engraved with traces by the years. Yu Hui is dotted at our fingertips. We deeply understand each other. We deeply recall each other. Even if you are old, you are still separated by a paradise. Twilight, inlaid in the dark yellow sky. I will tell you. I’m still waiting for you. Please remember. Even across a world, you must know. I will wait for you anywhere. Until you and I lose consciousness and sleep in the cold land. That is the real end of us. Zan (prose editor: Ke Er) Phoenix mountain spring outing After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…

The youth you once accompanied me through

It was still a year when communication was underdeveloped. After we separated, we only sent books on paper. Every evening before the week, I always wrote to you in the narrow rental room after work, sometimes the hazy day turned dark. I didn’t suddenly raise my head until I couldn’t see the words I had written. It turned out that the city had already been lit by thousands of lights. At that time, I was still working in a noodle restaurant. I got up very early every day. It was about 3 o’clock in the morning, so I had to be woken up by the alarm clock and ride a shabby bicycle, I have to ride five kilometers to the noodle shop near the railway station where I work. Most of the time, there are more than XINGX in the sky. I opened the door and took my bike. I always like to look at the Sky first. Those flashing lights are like elves talking to me, I enjoyed the peace. In the rare full moon, I usually push the car and walk while Bathing in Moonlight. The road in the suburbs is still the kind of path with sand and stones, walking on it, I could hear the rustling sound of my steps rubbing against the road. The Shadow dragged a long time behind me. When I was lonely, I often turned around gently, to the shadow who has been accompanying me, thank you! Sometimes it rains and I wear a raincoat. Cities in the South always like continuous drizzle, and it is a whole day or a whole night. When raindrops begin to fall at night, I was looking forward to the trip in the early morning of the next day. I like the sound of rain falling on my poncho, like the gentle women’s footsteps, walking slowly in the green rock gangway of Jiangnan, it is also like someone’s tone, gentle and ambiguous. Therefore, I thought of you in the distance. My mind was full of your shadow in the pedal driving. I wanted to see you during the Spring Festival or holiday, which was my greatest wish. There is a post office on the opposite side of the road in our noodle shop. There are two post boxes in front of the door. One is written with common mail, and the other is written with commercial mail. I spent two cents to buy a stamp, the workers sealed the letter for floor vision, and then carefully put it into the ordinary Mail post box. When I threw it in, I saw your expression of opening the envelope and spreading the letter paper, I can seem to feel your warmth in the cold winter of snowflakes flying I am. Every week, I will send you a letter repeatedly. It is my thoughts lying on the bed the night before. Just like I really talked to you, I can see your smile, I can feel your tenderness and love for you. I really don’t know. I don’t ask you to reply to me. I just want to talk blindly, Miss blindly, don’t want you to know, don’t want you to suffer, don’t want you to know how much I love, maybe you have never received those letters, maybe you have never seen the sweet words I wrote to you, but it doesn’t matter, dear, you accompanied me through an unforgettable rough youth in this life, this is enough. Because, those are a letter without an address. I just thought they were falling on the way to send you, just like the snowflakes flying that year. You stood in the vast world and ignored my concern, then the cold sky flew all over my face. I knew that winter was very cold. I thought I would never hide in winter as a shrinking loser. I would go to the south of the Yangtze River in spring all the year round and stay away from now on, from then on, I will no longer listen to your angry words. But can I forget? On the day I left, I stood on the ferry which was gradually far away, and I never saw the shadow of your farewell. At that time, I didn’t have much sadness. I thought my youth was still very long, maybe tomorrow or the day after tomorrow we will make up again. However, later I forgot the address of the city where you were located, and rented the house again. Maybe you moved away the next day. I think I still lost you, in my confused tail of youth. QQ691037072 Zan (prose editor: prose online) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…

Eye disease (special issue of Spring Festival)

At the end of the party, it was already midnight in the morning. My eyes hurt a little and I wanted to drive home early. The temperature was low. I turned on the heating in the car and blew hot air to my face, the moon is hanging, the stars are light and sparse, and the bright moonlight quietly sprinkles the silvery shadow outside the window, which makes me feel a little sad. The street lamps are yellow, like loyal people guarding their own side of the world sincerely. Like me, they have always been so persistent with their former feelings, they receded one by one in my sight. I looked at them from the rearview mirror, only to know that no one had ever left my world. The light lengthened and shortened the shadow of the car, shortened and lengthened, just like my life efforts in this world, sadness came after joy came, and when I don’t have any illusions about all my hopes, the sunshine shines in again, so I often live alternately in sorrow and joy. Life is like this, life is like this. I drove the car silently, and the tires made a silk noise on the flat asphalt road, just like a sigh of a person, which made me feel a little pale gently. In the front car lights, there were always a few moths hitting the windshield I was moving forward. The splash of Soul was gone, which made me unreasonable. I wiped them away quietly from my front with window wiper, just as I forget the unhappiness of life in disdain. There are many people in life who come and go, who come and go, actually forget one thing or one person is very simple. When I think I am still thinking about some people, however, I found that when we met again, we had no passion. I really didn’t know that the people I had dreamed of meeting had been very indifferent to this meeting, still like a dream, I thought about listening to the flower language in the spring of next year, but I found that the flower was so ordinary and ordinary without Silk. In the afternoon, someone went back. Quietly, I still thought about pouring down or whispering, but it was already people who had gone to the end of time, as I turned around so firmly in those days. I looked at her Vanishing Shadow, which reminded me that I often looked at the vanishing moon when I was sleepless at night. I got into the clouds little by little and no longer appeared in the sky. The clouds were very thick, the thick one makes me think I can’t see the light any more. I stood at the top of the floor and watched a shadow slowly turn into a black spot. Suddenly I felt a little painful in my eyes. I wanted to wipe it gently with my hands, but I felt more and more painful, so wet things poured out of their eyes, not only endlessly. After returning home, my eyes had not improved. I listened to the night worm crying uncontrollably in the middle of the night, and my heart also corrected the entanglement, comforting myself that she would get better. Maybe I could see her again the next day. When it was dawn, I fell asleep, groggy. I didn’t know how long it took to feel that someone pushed me. I wanted to open my eyes, but I felt the pain of piercing, my mother said that my old problem and eye disease had occurred again. I just smiled gently. I was sick and had no death, which was not enough to cherish. The next day, I continued to attend the reunion of my classmates, laughing together, making trouble together and recalling together. I just didn’t mention the past affairs of that year any more, but I still dreamed of the pain of youth at night, dream of the helpless fleeting time, Dream of the immature cry at that time, Dream of the eye disease that could not be cured because of sadness at that time Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…

Those hazy women who love me and I love

I always meet several women in deep sleep, gentle and dignified, in the noisy city, or quiet countryside, northwest Gaoling, or Jiangnan plain. I forgot that the voice of the annotation told me that it was in the front or later generations, but I said to myself that it was never in a dream. When I was young, my sister told me that there was no light in the dream, I have always believed this sentence, and even in midnight dream and cruel reality, I will raise my head to look for a piece of sunrise or dim glow in the sky. I firmly believe that I have been wandering in the reality and dreams. That day, I was still like this. I raised my locked eyebrow and the sunshine was shining and passionately on my head, and the women under the light, there are light lips, there are light like flowing water, I describe too much, I just stand under the shade of the tree, silently watching them coming, just like clouds, I sometimes feel inexplicable distress and unspeakable sadness. I like to stand in the wind and let those warm or cold air flow stir my exaggerated clothes, let people see my strong feelings and strong intentions, but in front of them, I will speak softly, raise the once loneliness from the corners of my mouth, swing my hands and turn my steps. Feng said, let’s go and see how cold it is? I should refuse at the same time. You see, I am a product of contradiction. I imagine that my thinking mode is actually that there are two opposing people standing deep in my heart, if the wind comes with cold, I will say, let’s go and see spring. There are many assumptions in the spring, such as the woman named Ruo, who lived a simple and heavy life, just like her name, if not, add endless exclamation. There are other things in spring, such as cats, and now cats, too. There are sleeping and transformation. Who has ever seen a species called Totoro? I saw her in the vast sea of net, I think she is always right when she looks young and tries her best to hold the young Capital. Some people are old and some are still young. There are trees in spring, Flower Tree, which is happy. Surrounded by warmth, we keep the expectation of results and look forward to a beautiful future, just as we are always looking forward to the next cycle. When I woke up, I stood in front of the woman in the city. What is the love? I was talking about beauty, but she smiled. I imagined it was beautiful. The giggle came through the dark time and space. I closed my eyes and felt the ringing of the silver bell. It turned out that, at this time, I was in a dream. I was born in the south of the Yangtze River, and the grass grows in the south of the Yangtze River, sending lovesickness from afar. Good? Those dream women who love and love me. Zan (prose editor: Yue ran) Phoenix mountain spring outing After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…