Wake up! An affair woman

I am The friend of your online lover’s wife, Yunzhimeng. She and I have been friends for many years. She told me about your affair with her husband. Today, I am entrusted by her to write this letter to you on her behalf. She wants to tell you that please don’t be infatuated with other people’s husbands any more, take your heart back and love your husband and your children! [I am what your lover’s wife said to you in the following letter, and I wrote it for her to finish it] Hua Yu, Hello! I already know about you and my husband, because I accidentally saw the chat record between my husband and you. I know you are a good woman and a kind woman. You are confused by my husband’s sweet words. After two or three times of chatting, you like him and fall in love with him and my husband! I know you wait for him on the Internet every day, miss him, read him, and hope his QQ lights up early to talk to you. Don’t you think this is a bit silly and silly? Do you know him in real life? Do you know what he is? Does he really mean what he said to you in the chat to you? He deliberately called you baby and said he liked you very much. Do you take those words seriously? I feel that you seem to be intoxicated in an illusory love dream woven for yourself. Now you should wake up. In fact, you don’t know anything. He doesn’t really like you, let alone love you. Don’t you find that his performance before and after you go to bed is different? Don’t you realize that he has been making excuses to say that he is busy recently, and it is not convenient to chat with you online and so on? He is trying to give up you and distance you, understand? In fact, he has time to surf the Internet every day. Every time he goes online, he is invisible. Although you wait for him online every day, you can’t see him. He clearly sees you online and deliberately does not talk to you. He doesn’t want to talk to you any more, because you are not the woman he likes in his heart. He just takes you as a tool to vent. In fact, he is seducing another woman now, because that woman has better conditions than you and is more beautiful than you. He puts his eyes and thoughts on that woman, and he is still looking for other people at the same time. So I lied to you that you were busy and had no time to surf the Internet. I told you not to wait for him. You are too kind and infatuated. You always like to take his words seriously. Maybe you thought he was really busy, and every day you waited for him to appear on the Internet. I feel a little distressed when I look at you. I think you are so pathetic, so I decided to tell you the truth. You have reached the middle age. You have a family, a husband, and children. What a happy family! If you don’t love your husband and children well, why do you fall in love with someone else’s husband and why do you like a man who doesn’t really like you? I just want to tell you now that my husband is cheating you. The person you like is a liar and a liar who specializes in deceiving women’s feelings online! He relied on his own culture, eloquence, fickle words and sweet words to amuse women, so you like him. In fact, few words he said were true, he is playing with you, teasing you. A man like him is not worthy of your love, not to mention your love! But you don’t know whether it is true or not, and regard it as true. Every day, you are still intoxicated with your love dream. When you go to date him with a yearning for good love and fall into his elaborate love network, he only invites you to dinner, and you are willing to go to bed with him. Don’t you realize that the person who is going to sleep with you for the first time is impure? In the days after you slept with him and came back, didn’t you find his attitude towards you cold? You left him a message to care about him and worry about him, but didn’t he still find an excuse to say that he had something to do and let you take care of yourself? In fact, he is looking for an excuse to distance himself from you, let yourself slowly disappoint him and quit automatically. Don’t you understand? If you want to complain to him, he will pretend to be more bitter than you and more infatuated than you. Instead, he will say that you are not, that you do not like him, that you are alienated from him, and so on, put all the blame on you. He is such a man with extremely poor quality and abnormal mentality. Because I know him too well, I hope you wake up early NISSIN and don’t be cheated again. Stop thinking about people you shouldn’t think about, and don’t wait for people you shouldn’t wait. Although online love is very beautiful, it is very illusory. There are too many fake ones and many people are cheated. People eat a cut and grow a wisdom. I believe you will remember this lesson. Just consider it a dream! People say that the lovers of wives and husbands are enemies. But I don’t think so. I think you are a kind woman, and I am also a kind woman. It is not easy to be a wife and mother, why do women embarrass women? If my husband really likes you, it’s nothing. Anyway, this kind of thing has happened many times. He has hurt my heart thoroughly, so I don’t want to care about him. However, maybe we have a destiny. I accidentally saw the chat record between you and my husband and saw that you are a very infatuated woman. I don’t think he is sincere to you, but you are still waiting for him on the Internet, thinking about him, looking forward to him and worrying about him. I understand your mood, it is really not worth it. Therefore, I decided to tell you the truth. Please take care of yourself! You also have a family, a husband and children. Your husband and children love you very much, and you also love your family and children deeply. You are over forty years old, and your age is not small. You are empty and lonely because of the plain life after marriage, and it is nothing to cheat on your feelings, but you shouldn’t let your body cheat with you. You shouldn’t betray your husband and secretly sleep with other men. You shouldn’t fall in love with someone else’s husband, can someone else’s husband give you a lifetime of happiness? Although cheating with other men will bring you different enjoyment and stimulation from your husband, what are the consequences? Have you ever thought about??? Paper can’t cover fire! If you want to think that you don’t know, you can’t do it. What you and my husband did was afraid to see the sunshine. If one day your husband and your children knew this, how would they look at you? Are you still a good wife and mother? Don’t you feel ashamed? What is your face in front of them? Where is dignity??? Hua Yu, finally, I will advise you to wake up and stop being stupid! By the way, I would like to appeal to those women who have a family, a husband, a child, and are cheating on the Internet: Don’t go online to find lovers and find excitement because the life after marriage is dull and tasteless, play with others’ feelings and destroy others’ happy families. The Internet is a big dye vat, among which there are people of any color. As long as you touch the Internet, you will inevitably be dyed with color. It may dye you black, or it may dye you red and other colors. You may become a good woman with knowledge and understanding because you learn knowledge online, and you may also become a bad woman who plays with others’ feelings and destroys others’ families because you surf the Internet. Therefore, when we surf the Internet, we must keep a good attitude, not be used by bad people, not to mention being cheated. Although we are all women, we also need self-improvement, self-reliance, self-respect and self-love. To be a man, one should be open-minded and not do things that lose one’s identity and dignity. The Internet is a treasures of knowledge. There are endless knowledge here. If your spirit is empty and lonely, then please learn more useful knowledge online to enrich yourself. Be upright. Please don’t take emotion as a game on the Internet and play with your life! We should not only love family, husband and children, but also be a good example for children. We should make use of time and learn more useful knowledge to enrich ourselves, perfect ourselves and make our own life more beautiful and wonderful. Wake up, sentimental women! Let’s be a good woman with ideals, morality, culture, dignity, love family, love husband and love children together! Ghosting: Cloud Dream February 18, 2013 Zan (prose editor: Yue ran) Phoenix mountain spring outing After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…

It’s your body and my soul who cheated

I bought fruit and didn’t wake up yet. After I put it down, I hurried to take the subway to work again. I just looked back at her when I turned around the gate, A ray of sunshine shone on her pale face and then turned away. She was on a business trip for several months. I also prepared dinner, including sweet and sour spare ribs she liked and shredded pork with garlic sauce. The doctor told me that she was fine. After a few months of rest, she would recover completely. The head of the person who was in the same car with her hit a car-door glass, and her skull cracked to rescue the suburb, I also know that they encountered heavy trucks rolling in another direction when they were over red and green. They are colleagues, and they drive the company’s car on business together. At five o’clock after work, the winter sunset wanted to leave between the floors of the city. I smoked cigarettes in the office and watched them circling around my space at eight o’clock, I went to the hospital with a lunch box. I went home in the middle. The house was quiet and suffocated. I poured sweet and sour spare ribs into the bathroom. She woke up and cried all the time. I helped her with a tissue, after ten years of marriage, it is the same beauty even in crying. A month later, I was discharged from hospital. I picked her up in the car that day. It was a cloudy day. It looked like four or five degrees below zero. The exhaled gas was a mass of white. She picked up the instrument, go and see him. The photo on the monument is very handsome. If it weren’t for the accident, it would be a promising person. From a distance, she stood in front of him, the dead leaves rolled by the wind flew up and down at her feet, like a lonely soul dancing in the mortal world. After half a month, we went through the divorce formalities and I am a program engineer, it was easy to continue the red light for a few seconds. I entered the city public camera system and watched their gentle kisses and warm hugs in the car. I thought the story could be saved, in this winter, it was tightly frozen in the memories of the past. Zan (prose editor: Yue ran) Phoenix mountain spring outing After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…

Tell the love

I haven’t felt with emotion for a long time. I don’t know whether the cold wind in winter has tightened my body or whether the days have become single. Looking at everything happening around you, I am a little helpless. It is because life is too long or there are too many things to face. I often feel that life is like a dream. In fact, what I want here is not luxurious, just a little bit, but it is enough for me. I really want to grasp everything I want to grasp, but I can only regard a lot of helplessness as a game and a dream. Sometimes, I just want to lie quietly, and do nothing. When I feel depressed to the extreme, I really want to give up my persistence and even give up myself. However, there are too many reluctant; Too many unwilling; Too many helpless, life will continue, life will continue, and the future and love will still wave to us. Who can explain the word love clearly, pay or return? Since ancient times, there is no exact answer, get or lose? There is no unified argument. Some people think that love is humble to the depth and needs a courage to tell it. Some love, like a clear spring, less but dazzling; Some love, like a pot of green tea, less but endless aftertaste. Sometimes there are so many versions of love, what kind of love belongs to oneself? Yes! Love goes deep, and it is hard to stop it. The other person’s eyes reflect his humble, and forget his original principle of being a human being. Perhaps, in front of the beloved, you will unconsciously lower yourself, but only because you put love in your heart to the top of your life. Although he would violate some of his own principles, his heart was full of joy. If you love someone, you must learn to wronged yourself. Since we are willing to love someone, we should not care about the more and less, gain and loss. Sometimes, the deepest truth often comes from the most plain things, and the deepest love often comes from the most humble manners. These seemingly humble behaviors actually contain a love that can warm one’s life. Since love, love has changed from a feeling to a responsibility. Tired, painful, but still have to continue, want to give up, want to stay away, that is just a worry when thinking about it. I wonder why I am not a gust of wind and can come and go freely; Why I am not a rain and can run into streams and seas. Why, there are not so many reasons for us to choose. In reality, I am unable to change what I expect, only for contentment and happiness. Life is built on survival. Only by ensuring that one can survive can one imagine a better life in the future. The quality of life is just a luxury after having no worries about food and clothing, that’s all. In life, how to fall, get up and continue; How to cry, dry your tears and smile; How to hurt, tired, painful; No one can bear for you, you can only be strong and continue to be strong. Some words can’t be said when they have the chance to express themselves. Some people find that they have already missed them when they want to love. If you meet the right person at the wrong time, should you love him happily? In fact, no matter how humble love is, the most beautiful flowers in the world can be produced. Every seemingly humble heart contains a deep love. Any love is sacred, dignified, and can not be desecrated. Humble, it is only a kind of respect and care for the loved ones. The romance of the previous month, the noise of the shadow of the Cup of light wine and the tenderness of sing merrily and dance gracefully are all the expressions of love and the tolerance of love. Love is as dazzling as burning fireworks, so I am afraid that what I have left after I have spent my whole life is a wolf. I’m lucky to get it. No, my life. Not everyone has the same mentality and belief as Xu Zhimo. Most of the time, it is not that you don’t want to love, but that you are afraid of being hurt. Trapped by love and running for love, what I fear most is to waste my life for love. Love requires courage to say it. What you don’t need to express in words is only humble emotion, while love requires a sincere commitment. Even across the rivers of time and space, the only thing that never dissipates is the pledge of love. Who can make love and not love, humble and lofty clear in the red dust of qianmo? Zan (prose editor: Ke Er) Phoenix mountain spring outing After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…

Warm light dancing to the Sun

Only recalling Sihua’s frost on the ground, I always like to be melancholy at night, because it is a night without any support, and only what I do can make me feel slightly safe. I don’t know, this is the night you are around me. I still can’t hold you in my arms. As you said, the reason why a person is complete is that he has complete integrity. Dear girl, how complete and pure you are. That Chaoyang can no longer stay with you. I know that he finally left not because of me, but because you don’t want him to be with you. If I am not sensitive, how do I manipulate the pointing keyboard and knock out words one by one. I know that if you are tired of me, you can leave me as well, but I can’t bear the wonderful and sweet warmth in the prosperous years. Dear girl, I want to say to you, you are a beautiful woman with warm eyes, you are a woman fascinated by thousands of people and warm as warm as warm, and you are a woman with intelligence and charm. You are like an angel in the dust, shining on the men wandering around you, driving away all the cold and sadness. Dear girl, I don’t know why you can’t drive away the sadness around me, and I don’t know if I am born with some small sadness that goes against the current, perhaps it is born to make the whole world show pity. I am not a poet, but I would rather become a sentimental man for you. Dear girl, I want you to warm the Sun, dear girl, I want your eyes to be warm, dear girl, I want you to walk with me through spring, spring, autumn and autumn, dear girl, love hasn’t hugged yet, you should not leave me, right. I will often miss the old eyes, and I will often know those sad and lonely days, because without you at that time, I was alone wandering in this world. I want to be close to you step by step and let you cherish my sincerity. If there were no initial meeting or looking back at the bridge, where would we be, missing at that time or remembering at that time. Warm and warm people, complete and pure people, I just want to hug you in my arms, and then give you a gentle kiss, warm the Sun, do everything, gentle eyes. This is my wish. I hope to walk on the beach by the sea with you, watch the people around you cast envious eyes, and watch the time of leaving turn around happily behind us. I want you to be happy with me, warm my life by my side, drive away those little sadness against the current flow, and let me stare at your eyes closely, print my appearance in your eyes. For example, happiness runs rapidly in time. If time in this world passes so fast, I will praise it. In pretty rhythm, you have happiness that I don’t have, and I have sadness that you don’t have. Qi dance is flying, and I render the wonderful music like traditional stringed and woodwind instrument filling the ears and ringing the spring in the spring with you. Zan (prose editor: prose online) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…

My love confession book

Red crisp hand, Huang Teng wine. Full of spring color palace wall Willow. Four degrees of spring and autumn, do not live up to the love of youth, only willing to share with you. Live in different places, thousands of miles away. Bright moon and shining stars lovesickness. Looking through the autumn water, it is hard to resist loneliness. If you turn into wind, I will turn into lovesickness rain. Remember the past, spend time with classmates and teenagers, study hard, you and I are so hazy. Even if the deskmate is hard to understand his heart and has poor breathing, he often snores and sleeps in the bookstore, which is evil. He was defeated by a landslide in other days, and his heart was cold. Look around, only to start again. Get rid of the disease and step on the road of repetition. Yan Nanfei, the sky is high. There must be fate in the end, and never force it in your life. Fate is destined to be a couple in five or ten years! The road is difficult, the road is difficult, and it is difficult to climb to the peak at the bottom of the valley. It is difficult to be a deskmate again! I don’t want to be cheerful and have a common mind after the disease. Every time there is leisure, it will be a big spray. The mountains and rivers are high, and the bosom friends share the same. If you don’t mention double pots every day, there must be hot water every morning. Others grind stones to attack Jade, but you heat your feet with hot water. My heart is enough! If there is a will, there is a way. If you break the Rubicon and sink the boat, the Qin pass will eventually belong to Chu. If you work hard, the sky will not be borne. If you lie down and taste the gall, the three thousand Yue armors can swallow Wu. The water drops through the stone, and the sea is dry and the stone is rotten. In the end, thousands of blows will not regret, in order to get the heart of the heart Haggard. Gradually, gradually, wistaria of the youth has been skimmed. You have a low eyebrow and a delicate hand, and you are the most beautiful in my heart. Waner smiled and fell into the city. There is a poem to prove it: I look at the Blue River and the water is leisurely, and I am in love. Yellow sand is filled with two hearts, Yingying Yishui heaven and earth for a long time. I never forget that winter, the winter of my first love, it seems like a different world at a time, but suddenly I can see it when I look back. It was gray and misty. On a rainy day, the two held up small umbrella in total and walked by the ancient road. Wet your pink cotton-padded jacket, wet my thin cover, the spring rain in February was cold, and the spring breeze was like scissors. I took off my clothes and wanted to be with Qing, and lowered my head without saying anything. I will send you to the South Lake. There is a word to explain. There is still 500 meters left at home. Take this umbrella in your hand. Who knows that you will never push off, I understand that Frends is interested in your heart. Such artistic conception and emotion are still in memory. There is Valentine’s Day today, but it is not special, because every day you are here is my Valentine’s Day! Zan (prose editor: Ke Er) Phoenix mountain spring outing After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…

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高一即将结束之时,因为那个吻,我俩走在了一起。我高中最为重要的故事终于拉开了序幕,怀着激动的心情一步步向前,遭遇过迷茫,遭遇过困难,直至毕业我们都未曾真正松开紧牵着的手。你对我很好,你家里人对我也很好,感激之情难以用文字一一叙述。 说到这,不得不花一部分篇幅来讲讲你的家人。 先是你的妈妈,一个又高又苗条,很漂亮,丝毫看不出年龄的女人。第一次碰见她,那还是第一学期期中左右。一天,你的父母来到学校看看你,向老师了解你在学校的状况。还要你喊上你在学校的好友们,在中餐时一起吃顿饭。理所当然的,你邀请了我。我是一个不喜欢和陌生人打交道的人,外人面前我总会不知所措。我拒绝了,你不应,你说,如果我不去,你会要你的爸妈当面邀请我。我思考良久,终于还是懦弱,刚一放学就逃走。我后来大概得知,你的室友还有那时几个学长都去了。继而,我为自己的决定感到高兴。如果去了,无非又得答应你的父母要好好照顾你,在学习上给你帮助。我是一个话说出来,就死活想去达到的人。我知道那很难达到,所以不接受才是正确的。可未曾想到的是,你在你母亲的面前把我描述的太好太好,似乎少了我,你的世界就不能转动。因此,每每你有什么情况发生,你的妈妈总是第一时间询问我。 第一次接到你妈妈电话时,我还很是纳闷,都不知该怎样去称呼,你妈妈说就叫阿姨吧。嗯,阿姨,我一叫就叫了三年。想到你妈妈的那个带着浓厚四川口音的普通话,我都会哈哈一笑。听你妈说话总得用上百分之两百的注意力,一是为了跟上她的节奏,二是她总会讲很多关于你的小故事。听到你小时候是那么的调皮可爱,我总是那么的开心。 犹记得高一下学期时,你妈妈再来学校看你,还买了好多食物送给我,感谢我在学习和生活上给你的帮助。其实,真正得去感谢的人是我,你对我的好远大于我对你的,你的妈妈在关心你的同时,也在照顾着我。而我,只是一个冷淡的人罢了。 到了高二,你的妈妈知道我俩在了一起,并未反对,对我反而更好。这让我真是不知所措,看到你妈妈对我那期待的模样,我在更努力学习的同时,最想的就是你也能把心放到学习上,而不要天天只顾看那毫无作用,影响睡眠还会对眼睛造成伤害的电子小说。 电子小说这个事,在刚认识时就问过你,你说,你看小说没有上瘾。我还傻傻的相信了,这是我俩间的第一个谎言吧。每次,只要我看到你看小说,我总会生气,还会责怪你,当那时,你还会有点愧疚,可随后,又接着看。我知道,不采取点强制的措施,你是不会改变这个习惯的。没收过你的手机,删过你的小说,还把你买的言情小说给藏起来,等等。可狡猾的你,总是有着层出不穷的办法。纵使我有天大的本领,我想我也是阻挡不了你看小说的步伐。 你妈妈也真有趣,当她在高三时决定到学校旁租房陪读时,我以为你看小说的火焰终于能被遏制,哪知,你妈妈被你拖着一起看小说去了。我也真是失败,想当初,你妈妈询问我她来陪读是否是件对你学习有益的事时,我是完全赞成的,不料啊,你妈妈来之后是心有余而力不足,完完全全的被你压制在了脚下。她的到来,所导致的只是你又多了一个玩伴。 我并不打算把你没把心思放在学习上的过错全推到你妈妈的身上,这其中最主要的还是我,是我没有做出最好的决定。 每次你的妈妈来看你,总会给你带来一大片的零食,你妈会分给我很多,你也会分给我很多,这样,我就成了室友中人人羡慕的主。其实,我感到的只是更大的压力。说到吃的,首先就得提提那个芝麻鸡了。这是我原来从未吃过的东西,估计今天能再吃到的机会也不多。据说,那个鸡还是你的外婆做的,真的真的很香很好吃,我现在想起还会流口水呢。几次,你妈把那做好的芝麻鸡打包带给你时,你总是吃了一点,就全给了我。我一个人也吃不了那么多,就便宜了我那群饥饿如狼的室友们。 到了高三,你妈来校陪读,在照顾你生活起居的同时,也照顾了我。几乎每天你妈或者是你都会喊我去你家吃中餐,搞得我都特别的不好意思。在同学们还得忍受学校食堂的种种惨剧时,我竟早早的过上了小康生活。这就好比他们还在吃馒头,我却因你而吃起了肉排,这种差距,无可比拟。虽说,你的妈妈厨艺在起初还真不咋地,但在我俩的调教下,主要是你这个挑吃的小公主的敦敦教导下,最后也终可以出山了。说起那时,你妈做菜那叫一个惨烈啊,看她拿刀我都觉得有危险,就更别说炒菜,生怕她炸了房子。最令人讨厌的还是你,你妈好不容易做出个菜,你还要说三道四,我在旁一个劲的使眼色你都不顾。真的,今后无论你妈做什么,你都要相信她,并支持她,因为换做是她,她绝对会毫无保留的支持并相信着你。你妈对你的爱,是我都无法超越的。感谢阿姨,如果没有她,我的高考说不定就是以莫大的失败而告终。 说完你妈妈,再者就是你的姨妈。听说你姨妈的身体不是很好,人到老时总会有些毛病,可你姨妈的心态还是挺年轻乐观的。我和你的姨妈并无太多接触,印象最为深刻的也是她的厨艺,和你妈真是毫无可比性,要好太多太多。还记得有次放假,你要回怀化,那晚我去你姨妈家接你,然后把你送到火车站。在你姨妈家楼下,撞见了你和她,一时之间我语塞,不知要怎样称呼,紧张说道 姨妈好 。我紧张到都不敢正视她,后来听你说,她听到我喊她姨妈后,开心了好久,我想,这也是意料外的进程吧。 和你姨妈见面,不是学校开家长座谈会就是高三时,你姨妈去你家玩。姨妈和你妈妈一样,对我,真是信任有加。你出了什么事,询问的第一个人有时都不是老师,而是我。对此,我真只能用感谢二字来形容。 你姨妈叫你做小小,因此我有时也叫你做小小。小小,当我在深夜写着这篇东西的时候,你是否安然入睡了呢?想你的夜,我却只能写下想你的文字。愿这心声能够闯进你的梦中,我好想好想你。 每次到你家吃饭,阿姨或是姨妈总是一个劲的要我多吃,说男生就应该要多吃点,正是长身体的时候,也正是学业紧张的时候。想想那时是有多厚的脸皮啊,我竟然都不会觉得不好意思,只顾着吃。也许也正是我抢了本属于你的营养,最后才会这样天各一方吧。 至于令尊我还真是未曾面对面打过交道,或许是不敢,怕他教训我这个带坏他女儿的人吧。应当还是有过几次擦肩而过的,他也知道我的存在,这也多亏了你的宣传啊。 最后不的不说一下你的嫂子,一个大学老师,一个只比你大几岁,听说还很漂亮且特贤惠的一个人。别的不说,我也并不了解。我只知道,她也是特别的关心你。只记得在高二下学期时,你因为压力太大,而出现了厌学的情绪,闹出了很多笑话。某天下午,我突然接到她的电话。电话中,她和我说了很多,要我多多帮助你的学习等。还说不要把她打电话给我的事告诉你,你在学校有什么异常要第一时间通知她。我都觉得自己像一个双面间谍,私下里做着诸多不为人知的秘密活动。不过,为了你,又有什么不可以做的呢? 你的家人你是最为了解的,我的描述永远只是冰山一角。我将这些写下,只是希望你能够了解到,你的亲人有多么的疼你爱你,他们是你一辈子的财富。我不愿看到,你在阿姨面前无故生气,总是埋怨她不够好,甚至还去威胁她,不愿看到你的亲人用爱滋养着你的同时,你却用恨意浇灌着内心。我只是一个外人,远没有资格去说三道四,但若不叮嘱你,我真会愧对我自己。 17 很快就要第一学期结束,很快就会迎来没有你存在的第一个假期。真是漫长,我已苦中作乐一期之久。无法想象,那么长的时间,我该怎样的孤独。昨日还在眼前与我说笑逗乐的你,今天就已不再存在于我的世界,再次的重逢该是何年何月呢?有人说,趁着年轻,赶快上路,去见想见的人。而我想见的只有你,我也年轻,可却丝毫没有勇气。如果再在这个城市与你碰面,应该也只是低头躲避吧。 近日不幸感冒,头晕脑胀,却全然没有影响到你在我脑中的印象。脑中时而不时飘出有你的画面,嘴中时而不时冒出你的名字。我曾答应过你,要认真照顾自己,不让自己生病。这次真不能怪我,大半夜我拿着电脑写啊又写,写到兴起,感冒也就随之而来。真是今非昔比啊,从前感冒,你都还会嘘寒问暖,时而有药水,时而有暖暖的热水袋,现在连个关心的眼神,我竟也得不到。 最为印象深刻的生病,是高二时的胃病。晚自习未结束,我因为实在疼痛难忍,早早回到寝室休息。不想打扰,回寝室并未告知你。当你自习结束,得知我生病回寝室时,急忙打电话给我。电话那头,传来你急切的声音,虽疼痛我却很是开心,因为知道,世界上有如此关心自己的人,我还需要其他的什么呢?你一个劲的要求我去医院,可我不肯,你说要我去铁门那让她看看,我答应了。学校男女生寝室只有一扇铁门之隔,步履蹒跚的走到那,见到等候已久的你。那天定是面容过于憔悴,声音过于沙哑,这才会导致你控制不住自己的眼泪吧。真的很感动,你递给我一大包的药物,一堆堆的叮嘱,还有一滴滴的眼泪。 你是那个我最需要的人,那个我不知道为何,却一直想要见到,想要抱在怀中的人,那个已弃我而去,我却还在期待的人。 我的世界下着小雨,你的世界是否阳光呢? 男生最不能理解的莫不就是女生痛经时的痛苦吧。每个月一到那个日子,你总要吃那么苦的中药调养身体,尽管如此,在那么几天,我总会看到你苍白的面容,拖着的是那近乎无力的身体。眼见如此,我却不知如何。掐我吧,骂我吧,打我吧,如果能,多么想替你去承受那份疼痛。答应过你,高三毕业后,你不舒服时我都要陪在你的身边,抱着你,为你讲着笑话。如今,我的怀抱依旧空着,可你却不再需要。 多么想告诉那个替代我的男人,小小不喜欢吃鱼,小小喜欢被人抱着,小小有恐高症,小小怕冷,小小在要来例假的时候,脾气会变得很暴躁,小小在例假的时候,虽然最为霸道,却也是最需要人陪的时候,那时你得奈得住性子,不要多说话,尽量依着她,不能动不动就自己也控制不住情绪,小小需要有存在感,尽量在有空闲的时候,要多多的关心她 那个男人,能替我好好完成这些吗?他能比我做的更好吗?现在的我真可笑,竟要把自己的想法寄托于另一个人之上。 好好照顾你,看来是我这一生都无法完成的愿望了。 18 因为想要探索这世界上未知的秘密,所以我选择了学习物理,最终发现自己想要探索的只有你的心而已,而这却是我所学习的知识未能到达的领域;曾想要当一名作家,道出自己的内心的感情,近日发现只是想要表达对你的思念而已,而这却又是我幼稚的语言未能表达的范围;曾想要当一名战士,为国家作出自己的贡献,保护自己的家庭以及亲人,末了发现自己仅仅是想要保护你而已,而这却又是自己不强壮的身躯所不能完成的。我想我会在四年的本科学习过后,选择成为一名士兵吧。因为保护着我的国家,或多或少,也是在保护着你。 寒风飘飘落叶,军队是一朵绿花 故乡有位好姑娘,我时常梦见他 三个多月前,我还在对着手机,向着电话那头的你,唱着一首首军歌。此刻再唱,莫不惆怅啊。在选填志愿时,我的家人,你的妈妈和姨妈都曾建议过我投报军校。从小对军队生活都颇有兴趣的我,哪能轻易放弃这个机会呢。转念一想到你,若我去了军校,哪还有时间去陪伴你,我不愿让你品尝孤独的感觉。短短大学的一个军训,你的心也悄悄变了。真的是无法预料啊,军训过后,你和一个士兵走了,而我却在品尝孤独。孤独的滋味不好受,我唯一能够庆幸的,也只有品尝它的人是我而不是你了吧。 你的离开,把我还给了我。虽然伤心不已,可我真的很轻松,我感觉很自由,我终于能够再去追寻自己的梦想。没有人能够再成为阻止我跳跃的羁绊,成为一名战士,亦是成为真正的我。 19 大学的第一个假期开始了,第一个未能有你做伴的假期,第一个我倍感孤独的假期。为了弥补空虚,喝了啤酒喝白酒,通宵游戏到天明,而这,却遮挡不住脑中你的面貌。我不想一个人,安静的环境,片刻的寂寥都会让我有空去想你。我不愿想,想的痛苦难安。 只身一人,爱的就是一种孤独。刚刚与好友分开,零点左右,漠漠走在吹着寒风的街,一条我俩走过无数次的道路。从学校通向火车站的路,此刻再走,有种别样的滋味。那条街上,有你最爱的花店,每次路过,你总会隔着透明的玻璃,细细欣赏,还说,以后谦和涵的家里要用多多的花草来装点。那条街上,有你最爱吃的冰淇淋,每次路过,我总会买上两个甜筒,你一个,我一个,看着你吃的满嘴都是的模样,笑容油然而生。那条街上,时不时会有卖甘蔗的商贩,而你,又是最爱嚼甘蔗的人,我的牙不好,吃甘蔗甚是痛苦,而你,吃起甘蔗干净利落,这也就给了你嬉笑我的理由。那条街上还有很多很多吃的,如周黑鸭,油炸食物,等等。不得不提的就是那个即刮即兑的福利彩票了,我不是一个爱看运气的人,我不喜欢彩票之类,你却说,中了奖肯定开心,没中就是奉献爱心啊。因此,世上就多了两个总是奉献爱心的人。当然,不知你还是否记得,在齐心协力下,我们还是中过大奖的,虽然比起付出算不上什么,那却也是我俩最快乐的时候。也许,换一个人陪你刮彩票,中奖什么的也不在话下吧。只是,谁再陪我去刮一刮彩票呢? 漆黑的夜,走在漫无目的的街,通向分离的车站,载着离别的歌声,唤出内心的孤寂。 感动过天,感动过地,最终我却还是感动不了你。 20 短短几天假日,我过的却像几年一般,思绪总是带着我穿越时空,回到有你的日子。 平生不求名不求利,只求踏实,尽心尽力即可,这种随意或许就是我最大的缺点,而只求问心无愧或许就是我最大的优点,此上也许也就是你放弃我的理由吧。失恋的人最渴望的是失忆,因为折磨他的是数不尽的回忆。似真似假,若虚若实,时笑时伤,记忆中有你,是我最快乐又最痛苦的事。多么想知道,你现在有没有和我在一个城市;多么想知道,这个假期你是否能快乐;多么想知道,在我一遍又一遍的念着你的同时,你有没有那么一丁点的想想我。 说起假期,最多的就是聚会,而我最期待最怕的也就是它。期待,只因能再次从他们身上隐隐看到你的身影,害怕,失去你的我还有何面目去面对,面对旧友,面对尊师。 一切皆因命起,皆因缘灭。今天看书看到这样一段话 活在当下,该忘的,设法忘记;该记的,牢牢记取。 我忘不掉,放不下,我假装的漠不关心,我假装的随遇而安,那都是我无法接受啊! 我无法掌控你的世界,你却深深影响着我所拥有的一切。 赞 (散文编辑:散文在线) 凤凰山春游 等明艳梳妆打扮完换好有机玻璃纽扣西装,家里挂钟的时针已经指向九点。我跨起装有中午… 走进六月 在夏蝉的欢歌声中,在夏日醉人的晚风里,我们又一起走进了六月。走进了这个记忆着我们… 林家巷 林家巷 一次,我路过宜宾,因为转乘飞机需要在宜宾呆近5个小时,由于对这座城市不熟悉… 林家巷 林家巷 一次,我路过宜宾,因为转乘飞机需要在宜宾呆近5个小时,由于对这座城市不熟悉… 夏夜的迷茫 受不了暑热的我,来到渭水河道散步纳凉。咸阳湖美丽的南岸公园和自然的河道里,纳凉的… 爱情情故事 爱人去世,相爱的人…

When you set off, fold a kite as a memory.

Wen ~ Xiao Ai, after years, we met each other by mistake and there was a vast sea of people. So my fate was like this, still like the meteor of the universe, shining little by little in the light. I used to look at your sleeping face in the morning after rain, focus on and be crazy, imagine the life in your dream, and see the loneliness of your mouth rising. I know that the fragrance of birds and flowers is the patent of that world; I was still in the autumn wind, watching your disappearing back, thin and weak, like a leaf, and then went away. As for me, I just stood there; I didn’t call you, I know, the wind is too tight, you can’t hear, maybe pretend not to listen, the cloud in front of you, but you can see the tears all over your face. Before the first cold winter, I put on the warmth your hands have knitted for me, just like the temperature you hug, all the time. In the text message from the South, I saw your vague and beautiful appearance in front of the computer, but it was the coconut tree beside me, which was tall and shouldn’t be. I smiled and said, I remember your beauty standing under the locust tree. It’s time for me to keep warm here. Has the rain in the South stopped? My heart once flooded with me, but I was helpless and sad. At this point, late at night, I used cold stars to place some undeserved emotions. The spring and summer far away and the autumn not far away are all the scenery in front of and after, and the cold coming soon, I was unprepared to accept the test. How long is life, how far is missing. And the shadow of the past, I would like the morning mist to turn it into a clear and pure elf. I am soaked in it, and my face is wet. Is your world hazy? I wiped the past with both hands. The past has been long ago, and the past is still in the last century. At that time, you were someone else’s Princess. I am the diligent gardener under your windowsill. I always admired you quietly reading under the light when the sunset was over. Be crazy and stand up as a scenery. Through the three seasons of a year, but still in the snow, you ride away. I saw the snowflakes that were shocked by you, falling to the ground in a pure way, pulling your traces under my feet. I wanted to pursue them, but they were vast in four places, and I was at a loss. Looking around, the heaven and earth are the same, but the tenderness in the heart is a little bit melting, and then turning water into ice. It solidifies into a dead knot and will be solved in the next life, and this life is in vain. Fateful cold, the soul has become a scar. I think I will fold a kite when I set off and fly in the clear air in the season that does not belong to it. Originally, we should look for happiness in the wrong season. In my running steps, I use a hard hat to fly in the wind, and you will see the shadow of the kite soaring, with the joy of my full release. After years, I don’t want to ever. I just slept deeply last night and didn’t expect anything this morning. It is only nostalgia in Dreams, dream beauty, which makes people sad! Zan (prose editor: prose online) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…