If you don’t care about each other, forget the rivers and lakes.

It is like the transition from night to day, night and day. The hospital is the place where I hate to go most. When I draw blood, I am alone, watching the needle penetrate into my blood vessels calmly. I am afraid and painful, but I have not escaped. I always have to learn to face it alone. Because people who said they would never leave, they left at once. So once again, I didn’t take good care of myself. Because of you, I also want to live a plain life. Why do I want to use the year you accompany me for the life I accompany you? You have no time to wait. I didn’t know how happy you were when you said you would accompany me to Hangzhou. I secretly planned a lot in my heart, because you always accompanied the leaders to drink, so I often looked for some undrunk log pages to see that you are used to eating rice, I will study when I am free and imagine that we will be happy together when you come back. I even thought that we were not married and I couldn’t be with you like her girl, so I decided to meet your parents with you in a very uneasy mood. If your parents like me, I am willing to marry you, then I can cook food for you after work every day, and we have our own home. We get along well for a year, so I will take you home to meet my parents. I believe they will like you too. So I trust you so much. Perhaps, I only let you see my wayward side, from Hangzhou to Zhengzhou, from Zhengzhou to Wuhan, from Wuhan to now, I stumbled, listen to you lock me down, although I didn’t do it, I kept it in mind. I told myself that I was willful until the new year. I pray in my heart that you must endure the new year. When I go back, I will definitely turn back to a woman who is only gentle and considerate to you. I stayed in Wuhan for a few days and found several interns. I want to stay and wait for you to come and we will fly back as you said. But the salary is too low. I really need money this year. Although my mother bought a washing machine, I have been in school for two years. When the money is not enough, I always remember what I asked my friends to borrow. I must return it this year. Although my friends are not in a hurry to ask for it, but this is commitment and credit. And the camera I have been longing for for for many years. So I didn’t stay in Wuhan. When I came here alone, I was so tired and tired here, but I felt very happy with you calling every day. You said you were coming, I missed you coming, but it was too tired here. I couldn’t bear to be affected like you. You didn’t lack money, so there was no need. I also came up with the beautiful me in front of you. I don’t want you to see me affected. Thinking that you will accompany me to Hangzhou next year, I want you to spend more time with your parents and brothers at home this year. I know all your contacts are in Zhengzhou, so I plan to go to Hangzhou for the last time. I also have family members to take care of, and I will also be a good daughter and daughter-in-law. I think in the last year, we can enjoy life together. At least we were young, weren’t we? Isn’t it? If everything is done as you said, the result will be different. I agree that if you come, nothing will happen now. But everything, no if. That day, I cried for a long time watching your text message! I am very grateful to the people in our dormitory who have comforted me these two days. It’s all right now. I told you that I finally had the courage to cut my short hair. When I go to Hangzhou next year, the first thing is to take photos and then cut my hair short. In fact, I have been looking forward to it. When I was in Hangzhou, you should take photos with me as you said to me. I know your current decision has been considered for a long time, so I feel wronged. I feel uncomfortable, but I don’t blame you. You have been with me for so long, but you are tired. Why are all the people around me taking care of me? No matter how stubborn I am, God knows I want to take care of them more and I don’t want to be taken care. Sometimes I wish what happened these days was a nightmare. It was just a joke. Then I waited all the time yesterday, but I couldn’t wait. Therefore, I believe it is true. In fact, what I wanted to say to you that day but didn’t say it was, remember the first time you saw me, I stubbornly refused to spend your money, you asked me when I would like, I said we won’t be able until we get married. Then you took me and said go, let’s register. In fact, on that day, I decided to stay with you forever as long as you don’t leave me in this life. Didn’t you say that I would be the happiest woman one day and wouldn’t let me cry? Although you made me cry, you also made me very happy. It is much easier to write it out. I don’t want you to leave, but I am more reluctant to entangle you. Was I silent when you asked me if I wanted you or a camera, and then you made up your mind to give up me and not me. I just keep saying that I don’t bother you, but I always bother you, so your choice is right. I owe you a word. I love you too and give it back to you. I believe that any girl can take care of you better than me. You are tired, so you can’t wait for me to become gentle. Then I will never change again although I always want to be a gentle little woman and have a warm little home. But I really dare not expect it any more.

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