Confession by candlelight

Tonight, there were snowflakes floating again on Bijie. Looking at the white snow outside the window, my heart was floating in the flying snowflakes, thinking about your smile. In my memory, your beautiful shadow and your simple and kind heart have been deeply imprinted in the bottom screen of my soul. I am very glad to meet you. In the way of my life, your appearance, the ship that made me have no course found the way forward. Remember, you asked me if I believed in love at first sight. If you didn’t believe it, I didn’t believe it either. But when I met you, an inexplicable force drove me to burn fireworks in my cold body and barbecue my long-term depressed feelings. I have to admit that I fell in love with you at first sight. Therefore, I Shot Cupid’s arrow at you without hesitation. When I was with you, I felt that everything was so beautiful and I wanted to see you every day. Now, I confide my heart to you with the tender feeling of missing you, although you are not by my side and I am not watching you, don’t think that there is no love with you, just like don’t think that there is no attachment to both sides of the Strait when the river flows far away all the time. In fact, no matter how far the water flows without the company of both sides of the strait, it is also lonely, just like today’s days when I don’t have you, I will feel more lonely. I really want to be a piece of Snowflake. When you walk out of the door, you will fall into your hand quietly. If you are afraid of turning into a drop of water, I am also willing to decorate your beauty with my Phantom heart, in the journey of your life, I use my sincere feelings to write beautiful poems for you to express my strong character towards your beautiful face, especially your endless love with a kind heart. Along the way, you are suffering from loneliness. What you seem to be strong actually hides a lonely and Paper Heart, but you don’t want to reveal it to others. You ‘d rather Bear it silently alone, you are a very spiritual girl and need careful care. Today is Valentine’s Day. Although I can’t send you a beautiful rose, I can give you a loyal heart. When you see the flying snowflakes, that is the blossoming rose I ordered for you in Temple of Heaven, which will make your life more beautiful and happy. After you left that day, loss and emptiness attacked me. I really want to keep you and walk with you. Do you know? Looking at your tired body, I am very sad. If I could rather suffer or suffer, I feel happy and happy even though I am bitter and tired with you. I believe that you belong to me all my life. I can no longer get out of the vortex of emotion towards you. Even if the belt is getting wider and the face is Haggard, I have no regrets. Put aside your concerns, let’s love boldly and join hands in the future life. If you lose your way, I will turn it into a path under your feet, and please walk along it vigorously; I will turn it into a stream, if you are tired from thirst, please come over, bend down and drink; Even on the rolling sea, whether it is strong wind or heavy rain, I will always be your Harbor to avoid the wind. A white night, looking at your photos, I wandered around. Where can I meet you? I wish you were right in front of me. I know this is fantasy and this is missing. I only write your name over and over again and write down the diary of missing for you every night. Your name is a red sail, which will never sink in the ocean of my heart. Did you hear it? I asked Feng er to bring you loyal blessings. Last night, I dreamed that on the boundless beach, you ran happily on the soft sunshine, while I, chasing hard behind you, finally, you are tired, lying in my arms, the sea breeze gently caresses your beautiful long hair, just like the silk ripples on the sea. You are holding a string of beautiful shells in your hand, showing a happy smile, so comfortable and charming! Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…

Dear, I miss you. Where are you

Inscription, the New Year’s Day always makes people full of expectation and yearning. Looking forward to the return of the beloved woman, looking forward to the happy journey with the beloved woman, but when the new year day is really getting closer and closer to me, my heart is full of melancholy and loss, yes, dear, where are you? I miss you. Another person is still sad for the new year. I had set my heart to the bright moon, but the bright moon shone on ditches. Those who know me mean I am worried, but they don’t know what I mean. When you love someone, you will feel very happy, but when you love someone, you will feel so sad. In the cold season, a person sat quietly in the room. At the moment, the room was so quiet that he could hear his heartbeat. Unconsciously, he thought of you again in his heart. When he thought of you, he would shed sad tears, the whole room was filled with our former happiness. There was a cold bed in the room with many stories of our romantic and cozy. There is also a promise you made to me here, but now you have given up me and you have broken the promise you made to me at the beginning. Now I have to wait for your return, waiting for you to return to my arms, whenever I see others happy. I often think about where you are. In order to miss you, my tears have dried up for you. Dear, where are you. I miss you, come back! Dear, I miss you, where are you? In the days without you, I was alone and suffering alone. Even the dream I had was your figure. Suddenly I found myself like a lover, I am sleepy for love every day. Never really experience what it is like to miss someone until you turn around and leave and walk towards dawn. Looking at your fading away and fading back, my heart is like being led by an invisible line, torn from time to time, and like hanging in the wind in the air, swaying with the wind, cannot be static. It turns out that missing is a string involved, crooning and whirling, with a lot of missing. As a result, I found myself thinking about the promise you made to me all the time, whether it was the wind, the clouds, the stars and the moon, the morning, the sunset, or the drunken eyes. Dreaming of You coming back to me. When you are not around, my heart will feel faint pain when I think of you. Whenever tears are in my eyes, I learn to raise my head and stare at the sky that once belonged to us quietly; the sky is still so vast and the clouds are still so natural and unrestrained. I am learning to be strong slowly, because I know that your departure has not taken away my world, although I can’t get used to the night without you, the tenderness you left is enough for me to recall the dawn. When you are away, I often wander in the bustling, lonely and deserted markets. I will pass by many people in the vast sea. I don’t expect to become friends or bosom friends with these strangers, I only hope that I can find the warmth you left yesterday in the crowd, so I have never given up any chance to rub with you. Sometimes it makes you lose blood. I don’t want to say how much I pay or how great I am. I just want you to know that there is a person in this world who will always love you and care about you. No matter when or where you are, you should know that someone who loves you deeply has been waiting for you and thinking about you all the time? Dear, where are you, do you know? Love is a rib in everyone’s heart. Now I want to say goodbye to loneliness and pain, but I can’t think of any way to comfort myself except missing you. It was thought that the happiness and sweetness of love could only appear in the dream, and all these changed between the unrefined meaning. We used to walk on the road with Huacheng. I don’t regret meeting you and hugging each other, but I am very painful today’s ending, feeling the helplessness of leaving each other today. All this seems to come too early. When my mind is uncertain, let me face the sudden wind and rain without giving me any chance to breathe. At this moment, I am alone and I am moving forward in the wind and rain, turning to look at the road you came, how many times have I silently sketched the beauty of life in my heart and imagined the happiness of each other in our peaceful days. You gently came to my arms. We hugged each other and sat down, claiming your experience along the way. Now, I can’t find your figure, as if I still have your lingering warmth in my hand. Do you know my sadness? Do you know if I miss you. Gradually getting used to searching for love at that time between missing and indulging, like a single act of sweeping flowers. If we can’t be together, the real love story will be over. As time goes by, any beautiful past will turn into a cloud, but I am willing to lag the origin. Because that was the scene when I first met you. Without you, time flies very slowly, but the Earth is still spinning. Looking at the sun rising and the moon falling, listening to the wind and rain, I will always miss you unintentionally. I wonder what you are doing at that moment, whether you need me here or a safe harbor for you, will have a warm chest to let you rely on. The wind blows the scattered clouds away, roll up the thoughts in my heart, roll up the sorrow in my heart. Clouds turn into rain and fall into love in my heart. When I look at myself in the mirror, I will send a knowing smile and tell myself that as long as you are happy, I will smile happily. Hey, you don’t know if you have written so much about you. When a person is distressed, he only needs to vent with a piece of paper. At this moment, the tip of the pen in his hand seems to touch the wet soul in his heart, even the pen was laughing at my cowardice, so the pen stopped with my heart for a long time. If you insist on making it clear, then it’s just winter that is my sad season, mainly I miss you, dear, where are you? Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…

Eye disease (special issue of Spring Festival)

At the end of the party, it was already midnight in the morning. My eyes hurt a little and I wanted to drive home early. The temperature was low. I turned on the heating in the car and blew hot air to my face, the moon is hanging, the stars are light and sparse, and the bright moonlight quietly sprinkles the silvery shadow outside the window, which makes me feel a little sad. The street lamps are yellow, like loyal people guarding their own side of the world sincerely. Like me, they have always been so persistent with their former feelings, they receded one by one in my sight. I looked at them from the rearview mirror, only to know that no one had ever left my world. The light lengthened and shortened the shadow of the car, shortened and lengthened, just like my life efforts in this world, sadness came after joy came, and when I don’t have any illusions about all my hopes, the sunshine shines in again, so I often live alternately in sorrow and joy. Life is like this, life is like this. I drove the car silently, and the tires made a silk noise on the flat asphalt road, just like a sigh of a person, which made me feel a little pale gently. In the front car lights, there were always a few moths hitting the windshield I was moving forward. The splash of Soul was gone, which made me unreasonable. I wiped them away quietly from my front with window wiper, just as I forget the unhappiness of life in disdain. There are many people in life who come and go, who come and go, actually forget one thing or one person is very simple. When I think I am still thinking about some people, however, I found that when we met again, we had no passion. I really didn’t know that the people I had dreamed of meeting had been very indifferent to this meeting, still like a dream, I thought about listening to the flower language in the spring of next year, but I found that the flower was so ordinary and ordinary without Silk. In the afternoon, someone went back. Quietly, I still thought about pouring down or whispering, but it was already people who had gone to the end of time, as I turned around so firmly in those days. I looked at her Vanishing Shadow, which reminded me that I often looked at the vanishing moon when I was sleepless at night. I got into the clouds little by little and no longer appeared in the sky. The clouds were very thick, the thick one makes me think I can’t see the light any more. I stood at the top of the floor and watched a shadow slowly turn into a black spot. Suddenly I felt a little painful in my eyes. I wanted to wipe it gently with my hands, but I felt more and more painful, so wet things poured out of their eyes, not only endlessly. After returning home, my eyes had not improved. I listened to the night worm crying uncontrollably in the middle of the night, and my heart also corrected the entanglement, comforting myself that she would get better. Maybe I could see her again the next day. When it was dawn, I fell asleep, groggy. I didn’t know how long it took to feel that someone pushed me. I wanted to open my eyes, but I felt the pain of piercing, my mother said that my old problem and eye disease had occurred again. I just smiled gently. I was sick and had no death, which was not enough to cherish. The next day, I continued to attend the reunion of my classmates, laughing together, making trouble together and recalling together. I just didn’t mention the past affairs of that year any more, but I still dreamed of the pain of youth at night, dream of the helpless fleeting time, Dream of the immature cry at that time, Dream of the eye disease that could not be cured because of sadness at that time Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…

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高一即将结束之时,因为那个吻,我俩走在了一起。我高中最为重要的故事终于拉开了序幕,怀着激动的心情一步步向前,遭遇过迷茫,遭遇过困难,直至毕业我们都未曾真正松开紧牵着的手。你对我很好,你家里人对我也很好,感激之情难以用文字一一叙述。 说到这,不得不花一部分篇幅来讲讲你的家人。 先是你的妈妈,一个又高又苗条,很漂亮,丝毫看不出年龄的女人。第一次碰见她,那还是第一学期期中左右。一天,你的父母来到学校看看你,向老师了解你在学校的状况。还要你喊上你在学校的好友们,在中餐时一起吃顿饭。理所当然的,你邀请了我。我是一个不喜欢和陌生人打交道的人,外人面前我总会不知所措。我拒绝了,你不应,你说,如果我不去,你会要你的爸妈当面邀请我。我思考良久,终于还是懦弱,刚一放学就逃走。我后来大概得知,你的室友还有那时几个学长都去了。继而,我为自己的决定感到高兴。如果去了,无非又得答应你的父母要好好照顾你,在学习上给你帮助。我是一个话说出来,就死活想去达到的人。我知道那很难达到,所以不接受才是正确的。可未曾想到的是,你在你母亲的面前把我描述的太好太好,似乎少了我,你的世界就不能转动。因此,每每你有什么情况发生,你的妈妈总是第一时间询问我。 第一次接到你妈妈电话时,我还很是纳闷,都不知该怎样去称呼,你妈妈说就叫阿姨吧。嗯,阿姨,我一叫就叫了三年。想到你妈妈的那个带着浓厚四川口音的普通话,我都会哈哈一笑。听你妈说话总得用上百分之两百的注意力,一是为了跟上她的节奏,二是她总会讲很多关于你的小故事。听到你小时候是那么的调皮可爱,我总是那么的开心。 犹记得高一下学期时,你妈妈再来学校看你,还买了好多食物送给我,感谢我在学习和生活上给你的帮助。其实,真正得去感谢的人是我,你对我的好远大于我对你的,你的妈妈在关心你的同时,也在照顾着我。而我,只是一个冷淡的人罢了。 到了高二,你的妈妈知道我俩在了一起,并未反对,对我反而更好。这让我真是不知所措,看到你妈妈对我那期待的模样,我在更努力学习的同时,最想的就是你也能把心放到学习上,而不要天天只顾看那毫无作用,影响睡眠还会对眼睛造成伤害的电子小说。 电子小说这个事,在刚认识时就问过你,你说,你看小说没有上瘾。我还傻傻的相信了,这是我俩间的第一个谎言吧。每次,只要我看到你看小说,我总会生气,还会责怪你,当那时,你还会有点愧疚,可随后,又接着看。我知道,不采取点强制的措施,你是不会改变这个习惯的。没收过你的手机,删过你的小说,还把你买的言情小说给藏起来,等等。可狡猾的你,总是有着层出不穷的办法。纵使我有天大的本领,我想我也是阻挡不了你看小说的步伐。 你妈妈也真有趣,当她在高三时决定到学校旁租房陪读时,我以为你看小说的火焰终于能被遏制,哪知,你妈妈被你拖着一起看小说去了。我也真是失败,想当初,你妈妈询问我她来陪读是否是件对你学习有益的事时,我是完全赞成的,不料啊,你妈妈来之后是心有余而力不足,完完全全的被你压制在了脚下。她的到来,所导致的只是你又多了一个玩伴。 我并不打算把你没把心思放在学习上的过错全推到你妈妈的身上,这其中最主要的还是我,是我没有做出最好的决定。 每次你的妈妈来看你,总会给你带来一大片的零食,你妈会分给我很多,你也会分给我很多,这样,我就成了室友中人人羡慕的主。其实,我感到的只是更大的压力。说到吃的,首先就得提提那个芝麻鸡了。这是我原来从未吃过的东西,估计今天能再吃到的机会也不多。据说,那个鸡还是你的外婆做的,真的真的很香很好吃,我现在想起还会流口水呢。几次,你妈把那做好的芝麻鸡打包带给你时,你总是吃了一点,就全给了我。我一个人也吃不了那么多,就便宜了我那群饥饿如狼的室友们。 到了高三,你妈来校陪读,在照顾你生活起居的同时,也照顾了我。几乎每天你妈或者是你都会喊我去你家吃中餐,搞得我都特别的不好意思。在同学们还得忍受学校食堂的种种惨剧时,我竟早早的过上了小康生活。这就好比他们还在吃馒头,我却因你而吃起了肉排,这种差距,无可比拟。虽说,你的妈妈厨艺在起初还真不咋地,但在我俩的调教下,主要是你这个挑吃的小公主的敦敦教导下,最后也终可以出山了。说起那时,你妈做菜那叫一个惨烈啊,看她拿刀我都觉得有危险,就更别说炒菜,生怕她炸了房子。最令人讨厌的还是你,你妈好不容易做出个菜,你还要说三道四,我在旁一个劲的使眼色你都不顾。真的,今后无论你妈做什么,你都要相信她,并支持她,因为换做是她,她绝对会毫无保留的支持并相信着你。你妈对你的爱,是我都无法超越的。感谢阿姨,如果没有她,我的高考说不定就是以莫大的失败而告终。 说完你妈妈,再者就是你的姨妈。听说你姨妈的身体不是很好,人到老时总会有些毛病,可你姨妈的心态还是挺年轻乐观的。我和你的姨妈并无太多接触,印象最为深刻的也是她的厨艺,和你妈真是毫无可比性,要好太多太多。还记得有次放假,你要回怀化,那晚我去你姨妈家接你,然后把你送到火车站。在你姨妈家楼下,撞见了你和她,一时之间我语塞,不知要怎样称呼,紧张说道 姨妈好 。我紧张到都不敢正视她,后来听你说,她听到我喊她姨妈后,开心了好久,我想,这也是意料外的进程吧。 和你姨妈见面,不是学校开家长座谈会就是高三时,你姨妈去你家玩。姨妈和你妈妈一样,对我,真是信任有加。你出了什么事,询问的第一个人有时都不是老师,而是我。对此,我真只能用感谢二字来形容。 你姨妈叫你做小小,因此我有时也叫你做小小。小小,当我在深夜写着这篇东西的时候,你是否安然入睡了呢?想你的夜,我却只能写下想你的文字。愿这心声能够闯进你的梦中,我好想好想你。 每次到你家吃饭,阿姨或是姨妈总是一个劲的要我多吃,说男生就应该要多吃点,正是长身体的时候,也正是学业紧张的时候。想想那时是有多厚的脸皮啊,我竟然都不会觉得不好意思,只顾着吃。也许也正是我抢了本属于你的营养,最后才会这样天各一方吧。 至于令尊我还真是未曾面对面打过交道,或许是不敢,怕他教训我这个带坏他女儿的人吧。应当还是有过几次擦肩而过的,他也知道我的存在,这也多亏了你的宣传啊。 最后不的不说一下你的嫂子,一个大学老师,一个只比你大几岁,听说还很漂亮且特贤惠的一个人。别的不说,我也并不了解。我只知道,她也是特别的关心你。只记得在高二下学期时,你因为压力太大,而出现了厌学的情绪,闹出了很多笑话。某天下午,我突然接到她的电话。电话中,她和我说了很多,要我多多帮助你的学习等。还说不要把她打电话给我的事告诉你,你在学校有什么异常要第一时间通知她。我都觉得自己像一个双面间谍,私下里做着诸多不为人知的秘密活动。不过,为了你,又有什么不可以做的呢? 你的家人你是最为了解的,我的描述永远只是冰山一角。我将这些写下,只是希望你能够了解到,你的亲人有多么的疼你爱你,他们是你一辈子的财富。我不愿看到,你在阿姨面前无故生气,总是埋怨她不够好,甚至还去威胁她,不愿看到你的亲人用爱滋养着你的同时,你却用恨意浇灌着内心。我只是一个外人,远没有资格去说三道四,但若不叮嘱你,我真会愧对我自己。 17 很快就要第一学期结束,很快就会迎来没有你存在的第一个假期。真是漫长,我已苦中作乐一期之久。无法想象,那么长的时间,我该怎样的孤独。昨日还在眼前与我说笑逗乐的你,今天就已不再存在于我的世界,再次的重逢该是何年何月呢?有人说,趁着年轻,赶快上路,去见想见的人。而我想见的只有你,我也年轻,可却丝毫没有勇气。如果再在这个城市与你碰面,应该也只是低头躲避吧。 近日不幸感冒,头晕脑胀,却全然没有影响到你在我脑中的印象。脑中时而不时飘出有你的画面,嘴中时而不时冒出你的名字。我曾答应过你,要认真照顾自己,不让自己生病。这次真不能怪我,大半夜我拿着电脑写啊又写,写到兴起,感冒也就随之而来。真是今非昔比啊,从前感冒,你都还会嘘寒问暖,时而有药水,时而有暖暖的热水袋,现在连个关心的眼神,我竟也得不到。 最为印象深刻的生病,是高二时的胃病。晚自习未结束,我因为实在疼痛难忍,早早回到寝室休息。不想打扰,回寝室并未告知你。当你自习结束,得知我生病回寝室时,急忙打电话给我。电话那头,传来你急切的声音,虽疼痛我却很是开心,因为知道,世界上有如此关心自己的人,我还需要其他的什么呢?你一个劲的要求我去医院,可我不肯,你说要我去铁门那让她看看,我答应了。学校男女生寝室只有一扇铁门之隔,步履蹒跚的走到那,见到等候已久的你。那天定是面容过于憔悴,声音过于沙哑,这才会导致你控制不住自己的眼泪吧。真的很感动,你递给我一大包的药物,一堆堆的叮嘱,还有一滴滴的眼泪。 你是那个我最需要的人,那个我不知道为何,却一直想要见到,想要抱在怀中的人,那个已弃我而去,我却还在期待的人。 我的世界下着小雨,你的世界是否阳光呢? 男生最不能理解的莫不就是女生痛经时的痛苦吧。每个月一到那个日子,你总要吃那么苦的中药调养身体,尽管如此,在那么几天,我总会看到你苍白的面容,拖着的是那近乎无力的身体。眼见如此,我却不知如何。掐我吧,骂我吧,打我吧,如果能,多么想替你去承受那份疼痛。答应过你,高三毕业后,你不舒服时我都要陪在你的身边,抱着你,为你讲着笑话。如今,我的怀抱依旧空着,可你却不再需要。 多么想告诉那个替代我的男人,小小不喜欢吃鱼,小小喜欢被人抱着,小小有恐高症,小小怕冷,小小在要来例假的时候,脾气会变得很暴躁,小小在例假的时候,虽然最为霸道,却也是最需要人陪的时候,那时你得奈得住性子,不要多说话,尽量依着她,不能动不动就自己也控制不住情绪,小小需要有存在感,尽量在有空闲的时候,要多多的关心她 那个男人,能替我好好完成这些吗?他能比我做的更好吗?现在的我真可笑,竟要把自己的想法寄托于另一个人之上。 好好照顾你,看来是我这一生都无法完成的愿望了。 18 因为想要探索这世界上未知的秘密,所以我选择了学习物理,最终发现自己想要探索的只有你的心而已,而这却是我所学习的知识未能到达的领域;曾想要当一名作家,道出自己的内心的感情,近日发现只是想要表达对你的思念而已,而这却又是我幼稚的语言未能表达的范围;曾想要当一名战士,为国家作出自己的贡献,保护自己的家庭以及亲人,末了发现自己仅仅是想要保护你而已,而这却又是自己不强壮的身躯所不能完成的。我想我会在四年的本科学习过后,选择成为一名士兵吧。因为保护着我的国家,或多或少,也是在保护着你。 寒风飘飘落叶,军队是一朵绿花 故乡有位好姑娘,我时常梦见他 三个多月前,我还在对着手机,向着电话那头的你,唱着一首首军歌。此刻再唱,莫不惆怅啊。在选填志愿时,我的家人,你的妈妈和姨妈都曾建议过我投报军校。从小对军队生活都颇有兴趣的我,哪能轻易放弃这个机会呢。转念一想到你,若我去了军校,哪还有时间去陪伴你,我不愿让你品尝孤独的感觉。短短大学的一个军训,你的心也悄悄变了。真的是无法预料啊,军训过后,你和一个士兵走了,而我却在品尝孤独。孤独的滋味不好受,我唯一能够庆幸的,也只有品尝它的人是我而不是你了吧。 你的离开,把我还给了我。虽然伤心不已,可我真的很轻松,我感觉很自由,我终于能够再去追寻自己的梦想。没有人能够再成为阻止我跳跃的羁绊,成为一名战士,亦是成为真正的我。 19 大学的第一个假期开始了,第一个未能有你做伴的假期,第一个我倍感孤独的假期。为了弥补空虚,喝了啤酒喝白酒,通宵游戏到天明,而这,却遮挡不住脑中你的面貌。我不想一个人,安静的环境,片刻的寂寥都会让我有空去想你。我不愿想,想的痛苦难安。 只身一人,爱的就是一种孤独。刚刚与好友分开,零点左右,漠漠走在吹着寒风的街,一条我俩走过无数次的道路。从学校通向火车站的路,此刻再走,有种别样的滋味。那条街上,有你最爱的花店,每次路过,你总会隔着透明的玻璃,细细欣赏,还说,以后谦和涵的家里要用多多的花草来装点。那条街上,有你最爱吃的冰淇淋,每次路过,我总会买上两个甜筒,你一个,我一个,看着你吃的满嘴都是的模样,笑容油然而生。那条街上,时不时会有卖甘蔗的商贩,而你,又是最爱嚼甘蔗的人,我的牙不好,吃甘蔗甚是痛苦,而你,吃起甘蔗干净利落,这也就给了你嬉笑我的理由。那条街上还有很多很多吃的,如周黑鸭,油炸食物,等等。不得不提的就是那个即刮即兑的福利彩票了,我不是一个爱看运气的人,我不喜欢彩票之类,你却说,中了奖肯定开心,没中就是奉献爱心啊。因此,世上就多了两个总是奉献爱心的人。当然,不知你还是否记得,在齐心协力下,我们还是中过大奖的,虽然比起付出算不上什么,那却也是我俩最快乐的时候。也许,换一个人陪你刮彩票,中奖什么的也不在话下吧。只是,谁再陪我去刮一刮彩票呢? 漆黑的夜,走在漫无目的的街,通向分离的车站,载着离别的歌声,唤出内心的孤寂。 感动过天,感动过地,最终我却还是感动不了你。 20 短短几天假日,我过的却像几年一般,思绪总是带着我穿越时空,回到有你的日子。 平生不求名不求利,只求踏实,尽心尽力即可,这种随意或许就是我最大的缺点,而只求问心无愧或许就是我最大的优点,此上也许也就是你放弃我的理由吧。失恋的人最渴望的是失忆,因为折磨他的是数不尽的回忆。似真似假,若虚若实,时笑时伤,记忆中有你,是我最快乐又最痛苦的事。多么想知道,你现在有没有和我在一个城市;多么想知道,这个假期你是否能快乐;多么想知道,在我一遍又一遍的念着你的同时,你有没有那么一丁点的想想我。 说起假期,最多的就是聚会,而我最期待最怕的也就是它。期待,只因能再次从他们身上隐隐看到你的身影,害怕,失去你的我还有何面目去面对,面对旧友,面对尊师。 一切皆因命起,皆因缘灭。今天看书看到这样一段话 活在当下,该忘的,设法忘记;该记的,牢牢记取。 我忘不掉,放不下,我假装的漠不关心,我假装的随遇而安,那都是我无法接受啊! 我无法掌控你的世界,你却深深影响着我所拥有的一切。 赞 (散文编辑:散文在线) 凤凰山春游 等明艳梳妆打扮完换好有机玻璃纽扣西装,家里挂钟的时针已经指向九点。我跨起装有中午… 走进六月 在夏蝉的欢歌声中,在夏日醉人的晚风里,我们又一起走进了六月。走进了这个记忆着我们… 林家巷 林家巷 一次,我路过宜宾,因为转乘飞机需要在宜宾呆近5个小时,由于对这座城市不熟悉… 林家巷 林家巷 一次,我路过宜宾,因为转乘飞机需要在宜宾呆近5个小时,由于对这座城市不熟悉… 夏夜的迷茫 受不了暑热的我,来到渭水河道散步纳凉。咸阳湖美丽的南岸公园和自然的河道里,纳凉的… 爱情情故事 爱人去世,相爱的人…