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Love is a put quality before quantity thing. Although it will never owe anyone, with it, we should treat it wholeheartedly. Without it, we should be safe and comfortable alone. Love is not passive slack, but accumulation of strength; It is not wandering and hesitating, but keeping a low profile. The only measure that can measure it is whether you can be happy. Happiness is like wearing shoes, and the tightness is self-evident; Happiness is like drinking water, know whether it is cold or warm by oneself. This is happiness. The sublimation of lovers into friends is another result of happiness. However, love is reduced to friendship, and emotional contact is just another kind of loneliness. Meeting is a kind of fate. What you deliberately pursue may not be available for life, but the brilliance you have never expected will come unexpectedly in your indifference and ease. You never know what you will get or lose in the next second, so it is just like a child protecting his toy, holding it tightly. I am really tired, but I am afraid that if I let go, the loss will be unbearable. Love may make you at a loss, make you jealous and angry, and make you sad and cry. But in the end, it is warm, can enter the heart, and can make you laugh and drink doves. Perhaps it is better to meet. Only when you leave from my memory can I be free. When I meet, I will not think nonsense and the dusty memory will not turn yellow gradually. Or maybe, it’s better not to meet. If you don’t meet, you will always be the way you were at that time. The sea is in full swing, the years are flowing, and the rosewood is not destroyed. You will still be my beloved person. There will always be people who say that they are used to loneliness. Loneliness is just the shadow of disappointment. Where will people like loneliness, but they don’t like disappointment. Love is like a gamble. How can I let you lose if you bet on your happiness? Unfortunately, I am not the banker you like. You would rather lose your money than believe the happiness and life I give you are betting everywhere. Just like me now, I put all my chips on my expectation of you. I have a good life, not bad, not surprised, not happy, not surprised, not like before, afraid of being robbed, just like now, I returned you, such a life, sure enough, not bad. I am now like standing on the coldest North Pole. Life will not be more desperate. No matter where I look, as long as I am in my sight, there are warm spring flowers everywhere. This kind of life, is it the legendary masochism or the legendary happiness, and there is no consciousness again or earlier. In addition to breathing and body temperature, it is no different from a corpse. I am not coquettish, not attacking my scheming. People say that such a girl is just right, but I have to say that such a girl is just right to make people hate. On the way to happiness, it was already crowded, and I only had to detour. Don’t be arrogant, don’t be arrogant, don’t dump, don’t be humble, don’t rely on, don’t be jealous. I gradually found that only in this way can I really want to be myself. Most of the time, we are just blinded by our persistent obsession and cannot see our original self clearly. As everyone knows, the original self will also live brightly. No one can stop the meeting and separation between one person and another, just like the button rolling under the sofa, suddenly falling into your eyes when you think you are about to forget, you call it happiness. If you think this is what you want, you have been waiting for it. Then hold it tightly, not like the quicksand between your fingers, watching it fade away slowly. Just for the good man, drinking poisonous wine with smile. Zan (prose editor: Yue ran) Phoenix mountain spring outing After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…

21 in recent days, people have changed, become haggard and confused. In just a few days, I was drunk twice. Facing the wine, I found that I really couldn’t control it. In ancient times, there were words to cut off the water, and the water was more flowing. Raising a glass to relieve sorrow and sorrow was more worrying. That’s the reason. When people need alcohol to anesthetize nerves, they are either overexcited or oversad. And I have both. In favorite, Li Taibai’s poems could not find out the reason. It must be that hu’er will change the wine, and the solemn and stirring of ertong’s sorrow aroused my inner resonance. Sorrow, the pain of losing your Majesty; Sorrow, the period of thinking. Yesterday, the common friends’ party with you and me felt really bad. Once, you were I am inseparable. If you had a party, you wouldn’t have attended it without the other party. And as long as you are alone, there will always be people asking me, why not forgive me?, I think the same is true for you. Nowadays, the people around have not changed. They are still fighting, laughing and scolding, but the most important thing is that you are missing. No one dares to mention you in front of me. They are afraid of destroying my young heart wall. However, I drank to relieve my sorrow, raised my glasses again and again, looked up again and again, looked around again and again, searched again and again, prayed again and again, disappointed again and again, abused myself again and again, how could I lose you?! I don’t like the love of lovers in front of my eyes any more. If I don’t believe in love, I just want to be drunk and dream to death. Will you still accompany me for a lifetime in the next life? Vomiting and vomiting, the filth I spit out is just like the so-called love I have been pursuing for so long. Today, for the first time, I taught others a tutor. Looking at the Children’s earnest work, I thought of only your vague appearance. I once worked as your full-time tutor: I rushed to the classroom before early morning self-study in order to give you some questions; Or on the phone, I only used my voice to make you understand what I mean; or on weekends, go to your home and treat the topic as an entertainment program. I really like the way you think seriously, scratching your head and turning the pen, only to know that you can’t do it, and then pulling your eyes and looking at me stupidly. I always hope you can understand. I remember asking you: why don’t you study hard?. The answer you gave me was that you were afraid of being serious and had no results. Then you would only let yourself and your parents and relatives look down on yourself. What I want to say is that everything is important in the process, and the results don’t need to be considered. No one will look down upon those who have tried hard and tried hard. Moreover, no matter what you want to do, don’t consider the eyes of the people around you. Your feelings are the most important. What others have is not what you have. You should regard it as a goal and as a motivation instead of taking it as a pressure and an excuse that you cannot stand up. I hope you can be a self-reliant person who can rely on yourself. People who strive hard and are not afraid of hardship and fatigue are all worthy of admiration and affirmation. Only in this way can they not regret it, and I, how eager you can do that. On the way home, I also saw 57 degrees Xiang, a restaurant with different flavors. You and my aunt had been there together. The furnishings inside should not change much. Go there again, who is the one with me? Maybe in this life, I dare not step into that gate again. Without you, what’s the taste of Shanzhen seafood to me? Yes, the flashy and prosperous times have become the setting for breaking up. When can the tears of infatuation take you back? 22 inadvertently, this thing has reached more than 15,000 words, and I have not found it when ten thousand words, otherwise I should commemorate the milestone again. Today, when watching the American TV series Lost, the characters Jin and Sun were a couple. At the end of the play, they were trapped in the submarine in the deep sea. However, Sun is trapped by the iron frame and cannot be separated. Seeing the water rising, Jin struggled to help Sun break free. Sun shouted again and again, asking Jin to leave and give up himself. Jin ignored it and still tried to pull the iron frame. Finally Jin decided that he could not save Sun, so he looked at her and said that I promised you that I would not let you alone again. Finally, the flowing sea water was completely filled with a small room. They hugged each other, kissed each other and accepted death together fearlessly. Yes, if you can hold your hand, why are you afraid of death? If we can go to the Yellow Spring together, how dare we die? I remember that when Titanic was released in China again, taking advantage of a rare holiday in senior three, I went to see this movie with you and your aunt. Although the movie has been seen countless times, the plot can be recited backwards. But the love between Jack and Rose is always full of attraction, let alone being able to go with my lover? I still hate aunt’s electric bulb behavior from the bottom of my heart, with a wattage of thousands. In Youjump,Ijump. It was moving. Finally, Jack asked Rose to lie on the board while she was immersed in ice water, allowing her to live well and choose death, which made her sad and tearful. When watching the movie, in the darkness in the cinema, I stared at you blankly and secretly promised: I will also be your Jack. When I walked out of the cinema and saw you and your aunt’s eyes were red, I smiled and said that you were too easy to cry, and you stared at me with big eyes. At this moment, I thought, at that time, I was also crying, because I could not be your Jack. Recently, I wonder why we can’t end up with each other? Maybe we met too early. You are still looking for the person you are destined to be, the only Jack, and I am just waiting for my Rose to appear, although I have always believed that that person is you. Aunt is still very cute, unconsciously causing me regret. How I think, when you were moved to tears at that time, holding your hand, holding you tightly and telling you, don’t worry, no matter what, there is still me in this world. Please cherish more, those who can accompany you to overcome difficulties, not those who only know to share happiness with you. You should know that those who are willing to give up their own interests to help you are the people who are most important to you. Please don’t hurt them at any time. The love I admire most must be Livetogether,diealone. 23 I heard that your classmates in high school gathered Today. They invited me to attend, but I dare not. I don’t know if you went to this party? They called me one by one and invited me, but I was timid and looked for excuses everywhere. Thinking, if you go, I will go again, it is not a big embarrassment; If you don’t go, look at the old faces, plus the familiar environment, think of you, isn’t it another great torture for me? I am in another place, with a different mood, a little concerned about you gathering on the other side of the city. Looking at the photos uploaded to the Internet afterwards, I searched hard one by one just to find you. You are always accompanied by someone, you will not know the complicated mood I was looking for you at that time. If you want to see it, you dare not see it. If you see it, you will skip it immediately. Happy but painful, your heart is very uncomfortable, but you have a faint smile on your face. I have never complained about myself, because you deserve it. In the end, I didn’t see you clearly. What comes next is a burst of depression. Because you didn’t go, your classmates can’t know whether you are doing well or not. Therefore, I can’t get any news about you from them either. How are you? It is a question that I have asked myself for tens of millions of times. No voice can answer myself. Except praying, there is nothing else I can do. Maybe, you didn’t go, just when I should go. Explain me and you responsibly to everyone, because too many people who know us tell me that they can no longer believe in love. This is my new responsibility. I still believe in love, believe in you, but hate myself. The former campus is the place where you and I grow up. Today’s campus is only the place where I think hard. 24 listening to lyric music, staying in a light room, sitting on the bed, ticking on the keyboard has become my habit before going to bed. If I don’t write down the thoughts I miss you all day, I will toss and turn around regularly in bed, and it is difficult to fall asleep. Thinking about you is a habit, writing about you is a habit, loving you is my habit. My tutor’s student is a little girl. She is in the fourth grade of primary school. Her mind is just like you, stupid, silly and lovely. I always repeat a question many times. Maybe she still doesn’t understand it, so she will raise her head and look at me like a prayer. That moment immediately brought me back to the past. I don’t know if the little girl realized my loss at that moment. I don’t know if you suddenly remembered each other like me at that moment. There is no light in my eyes and no one in my mind. This is the most perfect description for me in the past four months. I always say your name in my mouth, maybe I am praying that you can appear in front of me in the next second. Love goes deep, and I find you in every corner of my life. I am a person who loves to walk, the so-called walk, is to walk aimlessly, not as leisurely as walking, and not as hurried as galloping. Just walking, walking, thinking, complaining about the world, celebrating yourself and thinking about you. You used to walk with me, didn’t you? I remember that at the end of a semester in high school, I didn’t know how we had a whim and said we were going back, but I knew that I just couldn’t bear you. Although home and school are in the same city, they are also one end and one end. I remember that when I went halfway, my feet were numb and my heart still wanted to stick to it. After all, we gave up. Our family is too far away, just as our hearts are too far away at this time. Every time we go home in senior high school for three years, we all go a long way first and then get on the bus. Every time we go home, we have to be late and late. A reluctant sentence is the explanation for all this. Every time you are in a bad mood, I will accompany you from here to there. Even if you don’t talk, I will definitely hold your hand. Your sadness, your tears, what I fear most is that I cannot share with you. Beside the school, there is a big park, do you know? I have countless footprints in that park. I am a person who likes to use running or walking mentioned above to solve the depression in his heart when he feels pressure, or when he faces difficulties and worries. Senior Three is the period when I have the strongest goal in my life but feel the most pressure. When my family, teacher, even you, inadvertently say something or do something that makes me feel stressed, I will come to the park alone, run or walk around the lake in the park. When I see green trees walking by, when I see the sky in the distance is so blue, when I see the ripples of the lake, I will know that I can’t fall down, I have to work hard, I have to move forward. My shoulder is the expectation of the teacher, the trust of my parents, and the future of you and me. You always say, I don’t care about you, actually not, I think, even if I am inseparable at this moment and take care of you, can you be together forever? I know that if you want to be the only one of the other party, at least you have to have that qualification, which can not be achieved by any pledge of eternal love. You see, didn’t you choose to leave me because there was a better person than me? I think too much, you just need to be alone, and the person who accompanies you doesn’t matter whether it is me or not. Choosing me is my blessing, giving up me is your freedom. How I hope that one day, when I walk, my hands can be held up. When I turn my head, what I can see is your still smile. 25 The long-lost gathering made me tired, but my heart was very happy and satisfied. The students came from thousands of miles away to meet again and get together, as if not long ago. Everyone came to the school together, visited the teachers, and talked about the new environment, new understanding and new life with the teachers and students. The familiar environment is still a familiar group of people. I am really happy to have such an experience for my life and such an inseparable group of people. However, is it just my loneliness that comes together? In my high school, you and I are the leading role. Who can replace your position? So, then it is excitement, then it is happiness, without you, those are just the illusion floating on the surface of me. We had dinner in a restaurant not far from the school. Every time we went home, I and you would pass. Then I went to a KTV to sing songs. In that KTV, we once sang love songs. Walking through the supermarket, I filled my stomach in KFC on the way. The familiar scenes could no longer show the figure of two people, and it was only me who was crazy about fantasy and pursued the footprints of the old days. You are a person who loves fast food. KFC is your favorite. If you can get a toy with fast food, you will be excited. Do you still remember Xiao Qi? Those lovely little cats. In order to make up four, we have searched several KFC, and even I specially asked my friends who worked in KFC. As a result, I didn’t help you fulfill your wish until the end, and it was also a failed promise, which was just as imperfect as us at the end. Is that cute little Qi still on your backpack? When you walk in life with a bag on your back, can you accidentally see it and remember the years we used to have? At the end of the party, I sent a female classmate to the railway station. It was still that bus. The actions of waiting for the bus, getting on the bus, putting coins and so on are all so similar. Only when I sat down and turned to look at you did I realize that there was no you beside me. The air in the carriage is still so stuffy, and the scenery outside the window runs away in a hurry as before. I am still the one who thinks about you, but what is most important to you is the few beside me. I went to the railway station again. The place where I was reluctant to part with you at that time was still decorated and noisy. The back of your departure is a dark cloud that I can’t wipe away from my mind, and a stone carving that time can’t wash away. A train sent the distant tourists back to their hometown here, but mercilessly sent the lover’s thoughts to another place. Isn’t the rumbling train sound the heartbeat of others? Can the far away train carry my miss for you at this time? I once wrote a few words for you: with the king, how many buildings are in the smoke and rain, why is it pleasing to the King? In the period of being a king, there is no choice but flowers bloom and fall. How can you solve your worries? I swear with the King that the wind blows and tears down. May The King accompany me! The beautiful weather of that year was a memory I couldn’t let go of all my life. Zan (prose editor: Ke Er) Phoenix mountain spring outing After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…

Tonight/You Leave Quietly/Let the city in the cold winter/look clear and cold/the street lamp of the Zhan Zhan/set off a long and eventually ending love journey/faint/flashing slightly light/again A dark night/makes love true and intentional/turns into cold current and pain under the night/only then can you understand/this city with changing emotions/never changed/unconsciously/has reached a warm place/Here is the last pure land/no dispute with the world/no suspicion and sadness/The night is really long/let people who don’t understand the world/begin to understand/The night is really short/Let the dawn come/Will forget instantly/Even if there is a feeling of being hurt/it will slowly dissipate/Tomorrow/I walk calmly/Let the brand-new affection and love/become prosperous/a piece of white clouds/outline a beautiful and beautiful picture unspeakable picture scroll of Heaven/Slowly Coming/the wonderful movement from the sounds of Heaven/It is really a sunny world/It makes sincerity and heart-to-heart/it becomes happiness and happiness in the dawn/it is only now that you understand/this emotion the changing city/will also change/unnoticed/close to the warm lake/The elves holding hands heaven and earth/grasping fate/no longer lost and pessimistic/This day is really long/Let the first understand the world people/Vivid Colors/this night is really short/when Black comes/still slowly intoxicated/even the indulgence of love/will slowly dissipate/ Zan (prose editor: Ke Er) Phoenix mountain spring outing After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon… Enter June In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… Linjia Lane Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city… The confusion of summer night I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool… Love story Lover dies, lover…